Rapper's Delight (I Always Got Your Back)

Chapter 4: If the Bedroom Could Talk

With a quickness I jumped out of bed. I turned around and saw Cash in my bed. I covered my dick with my hands as much as I could. I ran into my bathroom.

"CASH! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING IN MY FUCKING BED?!" I shouted from my bathroom.

Cash didn't say anything. I put on some clothes and walked out. He was sitting on the edge of my bed looking at me. I am still in shock to what I heard and saw in my bed.

"Justin, hear me out bro." Cash said trying to explain. "I do remember that night at the Sanctuary and I did feel something there. I know you did too."
"Nigga, you still didn't answer my question! What the fuck are you doing in my bed?" I asked throwing up my hands.
"Look, shit, I assumed you were trying to tell me something in so many words. So, I wanted to surprise you in bed." Cash said. "I took it the wrong way. My fault, bro!"
"Christopher Cooper muthafukin Johnson! I didn't say anything about getting in my bed. The fuck bruh? You into niggas now?" I asked. Cash sighed and looked away.
"I've always been into niggas and bitches. I'm someone who knows what he likes and only act on the feelings I have towards that person." Cash said standing up. "You got a problem with that?"

I couldn't believe I heard Cash say that. I've known this dude since I was ten years old. He's never given me any signs that he was into men. I mean I'm not gonna judge him or cut him out my life. To be honest, I got a confession of my own. For a while now, I've been trying to keep up appearances for the media. Back in college, I had some experiences with one of my roommates on the low. He would suck my dick every now and then. We never fucked, but he did have a fat ass. I was just curious back then. I wanted to leave it all behind, but that night in Atlanta made all those urges come back up again. This is a lot going on all at once.

"Fuck! I see this is making you uncomfortable. Let me get the fuck out here!" Cash says as he walks towards the door.
"Hold on, bruh." I said grabbing Cash's hand. "Don't leave."

I don't really know what made me do that, but I just didn't want him to leave. There was something I needed to tell him.

"Listen, I can't lie to you. What I felt that night was new for me. Here I am having some urges to my best friend, my nigga, you." I said looking at Cash.
"Justin, I —"
"Hear me out. I asked you about that night because I wanted to see if there was something there between us and I just got my answer. To be honest, it wasn't a night that went by when I didn't think about it." I said.
"Me either man. I tried to control it, but I felt a strong feeling to kiss you that night. You came to me when I was vulnerable. I put everything on the table and that night you saw me in my rawest form. I never open up to anyone like that." Cash said.
"I know. It was new to me. I wanted to kiss you too." I said looking into Cash's eyes.

Cash kept looking into my eyes and moved his hand up my arm. I did the same thing and took a step closer. I could feel Cash's heart beating in his chest. It was beating so fast like he was running a marathon. I guess he felt my chest do the same thing. He licked his lips and leaned in. I closed my eyes and next thing, our lips connected. The feeling I got was like that Gushers commercial that exploded. Cash got some of the softest lips I've ever felt. He wrapped his arms around me and hugged me. This was the moment I almost melted in his arms. I tried to fight an urge or feeling that needed to be expressed. This felt good and something great in a long time.

"Damn you got some nice lips." I said pulling back.
"You do too. And you brush your teeth. I fucks with that." Cash said smiling.
"What the fuck did we just do?" I asked.
"Something that was done when we were ready to do it." Cash said.

Cash let go of me and I sat down on the bed. All of a sudden, everything started to rush at me at once. I just started my career as a rapper. Granted the world is starting to be cool with some rappers being openly gay or bi, but I don't know if I want the entire world in my life. What is my family going to think? What am I going to do? RhinoS is going to kill me if I mess up his money! I can't let my whole life—