The dangerous green eyed boy *COMPLETED*

Part 9/ panics

APOV- I walked all the way into the class to sit but my luck the only chair that was not taken was beside Asher
RIGHT BESIDE
Not close
But
Right beside
Yay I'm so lucky
Ha that was a joke keep up

I shyly walked over to the desk and sat gently.

As I sorted my books on my desk I felt eyes on me

I look to my right across the class to meet eyes with Jayden
Hallelujah atleast I have my bestie in this class

She gave me a face that said ohhhh Annie I feel so bad

I just rolled my eyes and nodded

But who knows maybe I can find out this green eyed boys secret about why he is like this

I focus my eyes on the teacher

She was beautiful for a 30 year old
She had pretty blond hair with highlights and so many piercings but not to many at the same time

Then she starts talking

T- hello class, welcome to your first art class of the year

Wait I thought popped up in my brain
Asher failed this class also
How
It's literally Art

T- today we will be constructing a landscape from your imagination. You cannot copy nor steal someone else's idea

After that she handed blank papers and boxes of pencil crayons
Thank god
What I didn't bring any lmao

I started a soon as she gave it to me
I got excited
I had the most perfect idea

As I was illustrating my artwork I felt eyes on me again
What is it with people staring at me this year uhg

I look to my left to see Asher looking at my paper

Now I was getting nervous
Was it good
Was it bad
Was I complete shit
Or
WAIT
HES COPYING ME !!!

I quickly blocked my paper with my hand
Sorry but this is mine and no one can take this idea

He chuckled
And
....
Then said something I would never go back to hear again

AA- bitch.

That word took me back to so many awful places

Me getting called that everyday by my dad

My dad screaming at my moms lifeless body calling her that

And I used to call myself that

It hurt
I don't know why I'm such a baby
Maybe I am a bitch

My eyes started to sting
And before I knew it tears were falling out like a lake
Why is this happening to me
I thought I was strong
I'm embarrassed but I can't stop
Stop Annie I keep telling myself
But I can't
What do I do

I guess My tears are falling on my paper and of course Asher being a cheater was looking at it

I felt his eyes slowly removing them from my paper to my almost hidden face

I was very embarrassed now
I got up and ran out of the class
I just couldn't do it
I hate my self

I ran to the bathroom and locked myself in the stall

Breathed in from my puffer and i still couldn't breath
I was having a panic attack
I never had one of these
Even thought I have a rough life I never stressed because I believe everything happens for a reason but this this was hurting me
I felt like dying

I finally calmed down after 10 minutes

I was deciding on going back or skip the rest but if I do that then my dad would get a call

He would be so mad
I would be dead
So my final choice even thought I hate it
I have to go back
Dammit

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