The dangerous green eyed boy *COMPLETED*

Part 19/ disowned

AAPOV-
I'm stupid
I'm a total jackass
I usually call everyone else that but I'm just as bad as them

I knew she was my locker nabour
When I went to my new locker for the first time that's when I seen her the first time
The most beautiful perfect person I have ever seen
I had her
I had all of her
She trusted me enough to tell her story as I did too
But no I have to be so uncontrollably dumb

People like me don't deserve angels like her
I don't deserve my last name
I'm nothing like it
Meaning people like me I'm just rude, cold , heartless, disappointment, a mistake

I couldn't take it anymore being in the same room as -her-
I felt tears in my eyes
I'm hurt
I'm never hurt
But this
It felt like it was killing me

I got up and left
I couldn't deal with that anymore

I didn't want to be in the same building
I left the school

One thing that hurt me even more
Annie
She didn't look hurt
She looked emotionless
Did she even want me
was I being used
I was mad at this point
Why
Why couldn't I just change
Even if she said nothing to me about it
I should of known she didn't want the dangerous Asher Angel
Did she only like me for my appearance and not my personality
I can't change that
I'm stuck with it

I got into my car and drove home

When I walked into my house I seen my mother drunk out of her mind

AA- M..om

AA mom- WHATT!!! What are YOU doing here!?

AA- I didn't feel well so I came home

AA mom- YOU HAVEN'T BEEN HOME FOR DAYS

AA- I'm sorry...

AA mom- I've had to take care of these stupid children and do these things all by myself. You are a disgrace and A MISTAKE!!!!

AA- what...?

AA mom- you heard me, I wish you never were born I wish your stupid siblings weren't born and IM KICKING YOU OUT!
I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU EVER AGAIN!

AA- YOUR FUCKING KIDS AREN'T MY PROBLEM, THEY AREN'T EVEN RELATED TO ME AND GOOD YOU NEVER BEEN A GOOD MOTHER TO ME OR EVEN A GOOD PERSON!!!!  I wish you nothing

AA mom- GET OUT NOWWWW!!!!!

AA- will do!!

I ran up to my room
I took every little thing and threw it out my window

I ran out of the house slamming the door and picked up my stuff off the ground and shoved it all in my car

I just drove
Idk where
I can't go far
I have school tomorrow

APOV- after Asher left I was back to my old self
Numb
I officially didn't have emotions anymore
Yes I'm hurt
Very badly

The bell rang signalling that lunch had started

I walked into the caf and seen Jayden sitting at a table eating her lunch already
How is she always so fast

I walk to her and sit
I needed to tell her everything
Why I have been ignoring her
Why I have been a bad friend

J- hey.

A- Jayden I need to tell you everything

J- go ahead

After explaining everything to her she understood

J- Annie I think you should give him a second chance

A- wait what

J- I seen him on the first day looking at you when you two were at your lockers
He seen you and his eyes started sparkling

A- that's impossible he didn't even know I was his locker nabour until this morning

J- lies, also in art he was staring at you too like he just had seen the tooth fairy

A- I think you need to get glasses because none of that stuff happened Jayden and never will

J- I'm just saying I have always seen him as what people say about him but a soon as I noticed you guys getting closer he changed my mind

A- He is still the same

A- this morning I caught him skipping math and he was smoking up

J- Ann's that's just him, do you really expect Asher to change in a few days
It will take at least  months

A- but that's the thing, I'm not a babysitter

J- do you hear yourself he needs you to change and it won't be easy

A- can we just stop talking about this

J- yeah sure fine

A- do you think I can stay at your house

J- yeah of course

A- and come with me to get my stuff?

J- yeppp

A- thanks Jayden I luv you

J- I love you too

After that the day went on of me thinking about what Jayden had said at lunch
Was she right
I'm just so confused

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