𝑆𝐿𝑈𝑇. - mattia polibio

twelve .

^song: after hours, the weekend (slowed)

SMUT WARNING ⚠️

i look around.

"mattia where even are we?"
he smiles slowly, "it's just a guest room."
"and why are we here?"
"because.." he trails off. "i need you."
he traces his fingers down my face, causing me to blush.
"you do know all your friends are in the room next to us right?"
"that's why you have to be quiet," he says, pulling out a condom.

i stare at him. i liked him, but is this really how i wanted to lose my virginity?

"what?" he asks, "we don't have to, it's up to you i swear."
i giggle, pushing the door closed, "why cant i just do something for you instead?"
he raises his eyebrow, "im listening?"

i smile, leaning in as our lips meet. he places his hands around my face and neck, making me desperate for his touch. our breathing gets heavier as i slowly trace my fingers down his body.

"are you sure you want to do this y/n?"

i nod, tugging at his sweatpants.

he did something for me before, so this was only right.

i slowly pull his sweatpants down, revealing his calvin klein boxers.
i slowly realize that i've never done this before, and i didn't want to mess up the first time.
he looks down, "why'd you stop? is something wrong?"
"no, i'm fine." i reply, pulling down his boxers too, "already hard for me?"
"i can't control myself around you sometimes," he sighs.
i didn't want to waste any time, placing my hand around his dick and slowly moving it up and down, causing mattia's breathing to get heavier. he grasps my hair in his hands, pulling it away from my face. i wrap my mouth around his dick, moving my hand along with my head. he leans his head back, pulling my hair tighter. this only makes me speed up, resulting in slight moans coming from mattias mouth.
"look at me," he says.
i move my eyes up as he places his hand on the back of my head, pushing me farther onto him. i gag slightly, surprised by the full length in my throat. i feel a twitching in the back of my throat, and watch as his eyes roll back, a warm liquid releasing into my mouth.
"swallow," he commands, and i follow his directions.
he wipes my mouth cleans with his fingers and swipes away the tear falling from my eyes.
"damn, no way that was your first."
i smile getting up from my knees, "you'd be surprised."
"don't tell anyone about how fast i finished," he pleads, pulling up his sweatpants.
i laugh at the thought.
teasing him i say "i will," although i would never do that.

-

we stumble back into the room with the boys and natalie. they all turn around and laugh.
"what?" i ask, frowning.
kairi points at me, "at least fix your hair if you want to make it less obvious."
"oh shit," i mumble running my fingers through my hair.
ale winks at mattia and i flip him off from across the room.
"so what did we miss?" mattia says.
"well while y/n was choking on your dick, we went live," alvaro declares.
"oh my god don't tell me you're still live," i plead.
he turns the camera towards me, laughing, "say hi to the fans."
my face reddens and i hide behind mattia. he grabs my hand and places me on his lap next to roshaun playing fifa, "just ignore him y/n."
natalie makes a shocked face at me from her spot next to ale, mouthing "did you really?"
i nod my head, "i'll tell you later," i mouth back.
"can we order pizza or something, i'm fucking starving," mattia states loudly.

"i'm down," i respond.

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a/n: IM SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING sometimes i literally get embarrassed about writing a fanfic and i'm genuinely embarrassed for this chapter bro even though it was short sdhhsjwjwb👺👺 anywyas mattia it you're reading this i'm sorry b but i cant stopSO can't take big dick but i suck on it 🖕🏼🖕🏼 also do you guys want more smut in the future or should i stick to mostly just the story w the stalker and shit