Jerzee walked into her apartment back in Michigan. she had finally escaped Jahseh and their toxic relationship. she knew she'd end up right back to him after everything he's put her through but at the moment she just wanted a piece of mind.
her phone dinged letting her know she had a message as she sat down her bags and grabbed it.
jahseh lame ass
where you at
wife💗
out of state leave me alone go cheat some more
jahseh lame ass
bruh bring yo ass home ion got time to be fooling with yo dumb ass right now
wife💗
then don't
jahseh lame ass
i swear to god Jerzee
wife💗
all you do is beat the living shit out of me so why would i tell you where i'm at common sense
jahseh lame ass
if i find you bruh yo ass done for
wife💗
kisses boo you ain't gone find me i turned off my location
jahseh lame ass
alright bitch since you think yo ass so fucking smart then why you in yo apartment in michigan?
wife💗
...
jahseh lame ass
exactly i'll be there in the morning
"i'm never going to get rid of him." she screamed busted into tears. she was tired of having to cover her bruises, she was tired of always having to pretend that his cheating was okay for the media.
she was tired of being tired.
...
she woke up to banging on her door. she got up and went to it. "who is it?" she asked. "you know who it is open this fucking door!" she heard jahseh's voice making her scared.
she unlocked the door and got pushed back by jahseh barging in and slamming it shut. "i told yo ass bout leaving ain't i?" he asked getting in her face.
"get out my face jahseh." she mumbled tiredly. he wrapped his hand around her neck choking her, "talk that shit now bitch." he dared.
she was trying to pry his hands off of her neck as she was losing air. he slammed her against the wall making her eyes instantly water. "i'll fuck you up Zee stop playing with me." he spoke.
he sent a punch to her face before dropping her to the floor leaving her coughing and crying. he kicked her in her stomach making let out a painful whimper.
he grabbed her hair pulling it roughly making her look at him. "don't ever pull some dumb shit like that again you understand me?" he asked.
she kept crying as her scalp started pounded.
"answer me when i'm talking to you bitch!" he shouted making her nod. "yes." she cried out. he let her out pushing her head sucking his teeth.
she laid on the floor bawled up crying. "shut the fuck up i barely even touched yo worthless ass." he scoffed. she sniffed and wiped her eyes trying to stop crying. her cheek throb from the punch.
"our baby." she cried looking down at her stomach that ached badly from his kick. "what fucking baby?" he asked drinking a bottle of water.
"our kid, our kid, our kid." she repeated crying harder. "it's probably dead because of you!" she screamed full of hurt. "the only person to actually love me is probably gone because your abusive!" she yelled again.
jahseh squinted his eyes thinking. "no wonder she'd been looking a little chubbier." he thought. he ran a hand across his face before walking over to her.
"no stay away from me!" she screamed. "scream one more time jerzee." he warned. he stepped closer to her and lifting up her shirt and seen her already bruised stomach.
"our baby huh?" he asked looking at her. "suck that shit it up if it's dead it's dead your fault for being a slut." he shrugged not caring.
"how could you even say anything like that?" she questioned as another tear rolled down her face. he was so heartless but he did have a soft spot for Jerzee he just had a very very hard way of showing it.
obviously.
"i don't want kids with a whore like you." he spoke sitting on her couch. "i'm not a whore jahseh i've only had sex with you." she cried. "once a whore always a whore." he said plainly.
"i hate you." she mumbled thinking jahseh didn't hear. "fuck yuh just say?" he asked getting up from the couch. "i hate you." she repeated loudly before running off to her room with jahseh chasing behind her.
before she could enter he grabbed her ponytail yanking her back down. he sent multiple punches to the front of her face making her lip and nose bleed.
"tell me you fucking love me now!" he demanded still having his fist bawled up. "i l-love you." she managed to get out crying.
"thought so." he said letting her go. he walked back off into her living room leaving her to crawl in her room. she put her hand on her dresser feeling around for her blade.
once she found it she smiled. "i can't have my kid anymore so what's the point?" she mumbled before slicing up her wrist and legs.
"i hate myself." she whispered. "how could i allow this to happen to me?" she said cutting more. it didn't hurt her much since her body was already in pain.
"no more pain no more suffering." she chanted lowly to herself not hearing jahseh who was walking back to the room to 'apologize'.
she was now in a puddle of her own blood with tears running down her face. jahseh stood in the door way and dropped his phone before dashing over to her.
"STOP !" he screamed at her slapping the blade out her hand. "no leave me alone let me die!" she shouted trying to get out his grip to grab the blade.
"what the fuck is wrong with you?!" he questioned shouting at her. "let me die please." she whimpered crying into his chest. "you don't love me i can't have a kid. i'm tired of getting the living shit beat out of me i wanna die." she cried.
jahseh stroked her hair softly as she cried into his chest. "i try so hard t-to make you h-happy and nothing works. i'm so sorry i'm not enough for you that you have to cheat with so many different girls." she apologized although it wasn't her fault.
none of it was.
"i'm sorry." he whispered kissing her forehead. his clothes were bloody from her legs and wrist. she didn't cut deep enough to hit a vein luckily but she still had a lot of blood lost.
"i'll get help. just don't fucking kill yourself." he snapped softly. "and i do love you more than anything or anybody." he assured.
believe it or not he was telling the truth.
"i wanna go to sleep." she whispered. "come on let's go shower so i can wrap up your wounds then you can sleep okay baby?" he coo'd lightly at her.
"okay."
