Regrets | Mark Tuan Ff. |

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Mark and I decided to adopt a dog long long time ago i can't even remember the exact date, well because coco stays with youngjae now permanently and whenever mark is not here, i feel so lonely and bored i have no one to talked to and he is always busy with his work. One time I saw a cute little puppy on instagram and my heart warmed at the thought of having a puppy to play and cuddle with, you know whenever mark's busy with work or when he's on tour i have no company. Being alone at this big house most of the time, i feel so lonely and ofc when i came home from work and found out that no one is around my energy even got more drained and my mood changes. i also want to feel that feeling of someone's waiting for me at home and excited to see me after not being with me the whole day after spending exhausting day from work. We all know that Mark's type of a job takes all of his time, it also me his time being with me, even though we lived together we don't usually spend time together because when i get home he's either busy playing computer games with his friends or sleeping, and when he gets home from practice or anything work related, it's always late at night when I'm already asleep.

So I bring up the idea of adopting a puppy during one of his free time but jokingly. He was at the couch on his phone watching something on youtube when i sat besides him and he immediately started leaning closer to me and put my legs on his lap, absentmindedly caressing his thumb over my knee. "Hey, isn't it nice to have a puppy of your own" he looked at me curiously "uhm yeah... we have coco" i pouted at him " yes but she's with youngjae most of the time, i never got to play with her because she's not comfortable here, she only listen to him now" he just ignored me and continue scrolling through his phone, "babe don't you want to have a cute little puppy bouncing around the house to play with??" he signed and holds my hand and said "baby i would love to but with the work i have i can't take care of a puppy of my own without bothering someone to take care of my dog whenever i have to leave for tours or practices" i smiled at him and said "babe that's why I'm here, I'll take care of the puppy whenever you're away" he laughed at him and cupped my cheeks "You're telling me now that you can take care a dog?  haha baby you can't even take care of yourself how much more talking care of a little puppy and don't argue with me you also have work and i know they don't allow pets inside your building especially inside the studio" he kissed my cheeks after i pouted
and he started playing with my hair, "what do you think of me 5? Mark i really want to have a puppy inside the house, i feel so lonely and sad whenever you're away and you know we don't usually spend time together like this. We are too busy with our own works to cuddle so please allow me to adopt a dog so that i can have someone to play and cuddle with as your replacement whenever you're not here" i even tried acting cute for him "let's have a male puppy and if you want i can even name him after you, let's call him 'markie or Marco' what do you think babe?" he laughed so hard and so do i, i really love seeing him smiling and laughing and couldn't be more happier for being the reason of it . It's my daily dose of happiness. He kissed my lips and said "Ok baby we'll adopt a dog by tomorrow but for now cuddle with me" and i can't let this moment go to waste even though i feel so excited for tomorrow.

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So that's how we got milo, randy suggested to us so many pet names but mark approved naming him "milo" because it suits him.  We got milo when he was only three months old, he's so tiny and cute with his curly hair.  When mark first held him he's as tiny as mark's hand and verrryyy bouncy and playful dog. he keeps sniffing me and following me around the pet shop, he even barks cutely and keeps licking our hands, it's like telling us "hey adopt me I'm a good dog and the cutest among the others" so we decided to adopt the little one. I actually named him "makie" similar to my nickname for mark "markie" but mark doesn't want it because he said it's weird to hear me calling the puppy sounds like my nickname for him, so for almost a month milo doesn't have a official name that's when we were facetiming randy we asked for his suggestions for pet names.  I like "kai" but mark said it's the same name as their senior so he decided to name him just "milo" and i laughed because it's the brand's name of a choco drink and the puppy is not even brown or something similar to choco but he said it suits him and it's much more nicer to hear than my "makie" so that's how we named milo. 

It's my dog actually but lately mark and milo are spending more time with each other.  He said he's milo's dad and I'm the mom just wow. One time when i got home from work, i spotted them cuddling at the couch while watching netflix. Milo is on the top of his chest sleeping while mark is caressing his back. It's the cutest thing ever! my heart melt at the sight of the two of them. 
Milo prefer mark's bed than mine now, it's like telling me he likes to cuddle with mark more than me,  i feel so betrayed whenever i saw them sleeping together, i used to sleep with milo before when he was still a little baby. Now i can't even let him sleep with me in my bed, he is either just jumping or running around my room. That dog is the perfect definition of a "ball of energy", he is full of energetic, very playful and aggressive. He likes to play "catch your toy" and "hide and seek", loves to drink milk more than water, and ofc dog treats that mark has been buying a lot lately. One time when he was at thailand, he got 10 different dog treats, 7 different dog clothes, and more toys only for milo and you wanna know what he got for me? He only gave me a freaking small box seaweed snacks and that's it and said right after "i don't know what you want so i  got you our seaweed snacks instead , uhmmm you have everything so here baby" and sheepishly smiled at me and started playing with milo again. I sometimes don't know if I'm his girlfriend here or milo, who wouldn't get jealous at the both of them.  But i love the both of them, they're my source of energy and happiness. Without these two my life is incomplete. Milo is the baby of this house but mark sometimes acted like he's the baby. it's funny to watch milo get jealous when me and mark started cuddling he wants to be always in our middle because he knows the baby and if he didn't get the attention he wants to the both of us,  that's when he started being aggressive and playful, like non-stop jumping around, licking you everywhere, barking, whining, biting and pulling as long as he gets all the attention and plays with him. Mark and milo have similarities too. When they are not familiar or comfortable with new people, they gets quiet and started hiding somewhere in the house or starts being touchy with me. they tend to stay close to the person they closest with or most comfortable with,  but when you really get to know them, they can be the most playful that i sometimes find annoying  but also can be the sweetest company you can ever have. They love cuddles too. I love my boys they're the one who keeps me sane in this chaotic world. <3

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