OH, IT'S ON :: changlix ✔︎

194

a/n [14.10.20]:
PLEASE NOTE

...that this chapter was published in may this year, before go生 was released

one month ago from the time i'm writing this authors note we got in生, so all of this was before my smol brain theories were disproved

which means this chapter is a joke-

anyway enjoy the demolishing of the fourth mall and stream back door (she typed, screeching changbin's verse in we go)

[binnie /// zommer]

binnie
MORE TIME
ANOTHER HOUR
BDJWNFNKW

zommer
YES
RHATS ELWKKDK

binnie
JSJXJWNFN

zommer
LEOWKSLNWNW

binnie
KWQNNDKDK

zommer
LSOSLOCKWKDKW

binnie
NDNEKWNUNLOCKKWNDKW

zommer
DISEKKFKWDISTRICTKWKRKEK

binnie
KSKWKDKNINELWODKKW

zommer
KSKFKWWORLDKSLFNKW

binnie
KEKWNSNTOURNWKFNWKND

zommer
haha the hidden message

binnie
👀
what hidden message
i don't see a hidden message

zommer
wait
shhhh

binnie
:^)))

zommer
but seriously
im on 194
and now i have another hour to do six problems-
will i need it

binnie
im on 198, you won't need it

zommer
grAMMAR MONKEY FAILED
THAT COMMA
SHOULD BE A SEMICOLON

binnie
STFU NOBODY IS PERECT

zommer
i am

binnie
suuureeee
also prefect*
perfect****

zommer
no really
i am

binnie
you are what

zommer
i am you
because you are percent
perfect*
rest in peace, attempt at flirting

binnie
yeah rip indeed
but are you really me

zommer
no, i am not
but if im not you, then who am i

binnie
uh

zommer
whatever
obviously you aren't educated about walls
let me teach you

binnie
.

zommer
this is a fanfiction, changbin
in real life, we're two members of an eight-member kpop boy group known as stray kids
jisung and minho are two members, and chan is another.
the other three are named jeongin, hyunjin, and seungmin.
we are part of JYP entertainment and you are in a sub unit called 3racha along with chan and jisung
there are four walls
one has just been broken by me
in real life, we're only confirmed bandmates, but since we act really close the fans write and draw stories of us being in a relationship

binnie
that doesn't explain the i am thing
even if it's true
whICH I REFUSE TO BELIEVE IT IS
I REFUSE TO BE Y/N

zommer
silly changbin
we released an album called 'mixtape' before our debut, which was i am NOT
in an interview, chan implied this-
'i realize that i am not who i thought i was
so i say, "i am not"
but then that makes us wonder,,, who am i?
so we get i am who
we struggle to find out who we are, and we see ourselves in a mirror. we say to ourselves, "i am you." in saying that, we conclude that, although we still don't know who we are, we will stay true to the parts of ourselves we do know'
...
that understanding (this is just speculation now) is the first key to unlocking our identity
so we get the first clé, which means 'key' in french
helpful that i speak french, eh
our first key is the understanding we got when we looked in the miroh, which is mirror.
our second key led us down a road untraveled before, 'the road not taken'
it's a play off of a poem by robert frost
this road led through a yellow wood. not exactly sure but i think that yellow wood is rotting, so maybe it got sick. we give it medication. honestly, i don't really understand what's happening here. but yeah. side effects and stuff and my head hurts and punching the air
our third key- levanter
wind in french
once upon a time, we released a song called 'spread my wings.'

binnie
felix-
stop

zommer
no
spreading one's wings does not mean flying. one must glide upon the winds unless they flap their wings
we're letting the wind carry us where we need to go

binnie
felix
stop
for real
i think you've been possessed too

zommer
what
oh, this isn't felix
im jinnieeeeefood talking now
this is all copy-pasted from a conversation with a friend of mine back in late december 2019, not that those dates mean anything to you because this is a fanfiction and therefore there's not sense of time unless it's given which it isn't here
anyways
the stuff is all copy-pasted from that convo
except the gone days and on track, which i'll explain in a sec
that was with a few other people recently, and the jisung's song thing is alllll me
and the mixtapes are also just the gears turning in my head
i need to vent
and, being the author of the fanfiction you're in, i'll do what i want
:DDD

binnie
bring felix back

zommer
one sec changbin; be patient
jeez
the gone days and on track and jisung's song and mixtape stuff i said i would elaborate on-
gone days:
days go by without our realizing it
time flies and we grow old without noticing, and suddenly everything changes
but we have to stay "on track"
chan wrote gone days
you, changbin, wrote on track
whats next? jisung might write something
he's written a song called 19
maybe he'll write one called 20 or 2020 or 20/20
a play on his age, this year, and hindsight is 20/20
you never know
plus, how many mixtapes do we have?
mixtape#1
mixtape #2
the hashtag is tiring to type lmao
mixtape 3
mixtape 4
mixtape 5
mixtape : gone days
mixtape : on track
jisung's mixtape will bring us to 8 mixtapes
8 mixtapes, 8 members
maybe we originally planned to have six mixtapes titled by number and three by an actual name to make 9
because in our predebut mini album, mixtape, there are six songs
six mixtapes by number, six songs in mixtape
just saying
ok this went overboard

binnie
bRING FELIX BACK BEFORE MY BRAIN EXPLODES

zommer
we're beginning the third trilogy, changbin
this is more complex than you could've ever imagined
sigh
fine
imma erase this chat and your memory first

binnie
whatever
just
bring
felix
back

zommer
oki

...
message log : cleared
...

zommer
i feel dizzy

binnie
yeah me too
ouchie

zommer
i need to finish this
then we can talk for the rest of the time we have left
which is an hour and three minutes atm

binnie
ye ye
i need to finish too
byeeee

zommer
byebyee