Inner Human | Reed800

Chapter 21 : Memory

* angst + fluff *

Gavin's POV

Tina stayed for a while , comforting me.
I know it's stupid , to be so upset about losing a pet , but she wasn't a pet , she was my bestfriend.

She was an asshole , who knocked stuff off counters , but she was still an awesome cat.

I basically grew up with her.
Although she couldn't speak , I always would tell her everything.

I never knew if she was listening or not , but I didn't care.

Tina also loved Snow , although every time Tina had brought a purse or bag with her , Snow would climb in and it would take a few hours to get her out.

Tina called someone , telling them to come over to my place.

I could hardly hear the other voice , but I had a feeling I knew who it was going to be.

It was Connor.

A few minutes after Tina called Connor , he showed up and knocked.

I was sitting on the couch , when I felt Connor wrap his arms around me.

" I'm sorry , Gav ".
I smiled at the nick name.

His hand was rested on my thigh , as I interlocked our fingers.
I looked up at Tina , who had a shot eating grin on her face.

I chuckled a bit , and looked over at Connor.
He had a sympathetic smile on his face , making me smile back.

Connor leaned in and kissed my forehead.
I heard Tina go aww quietly , making me roll my eyes.

Tina soon left , leaving me and Con alone.

I started to think about Snow , like what we were gonna do about her.

I did not wanna get her cremated , so my only option was to bury her.

Which wasn't the best thing , considering she would be covered in worms and maggots , and smell like a dirty old mom's underwear.

* if you get the reference u cool *

I stood up , looking back at Connor , who had a curious look on his face.

" C'mon , we gotta go bury her ".
Connor nodded and stood up.

Connor held onto my hand tight , which made me smile.

Connor went into my bedroom ,  where she was laying.
When he came back out ,  he had a fuzzy blanket wrapped around her.

I felt tears start to flood my eyes ,  but I blinked them away.
I didn't want Connor to think I was weak.

He stood infront of my backdoor ,  waiting for me to open it ,  considering his arms were full.

As I was walking to the door ,  I tried my best to keep my eyes off of her.

I opened the door ,  Connor going outside.
I followed behind him.

" I'll take care of her ,  Gav ".
I nodded ,  knowing what he had to do.

I could tell he was also upset ,  considering his LED was bright red.

I walked up to Connor ,  and looked at Snow.
She looked so peaceful , as I stroked the side of her face.

When I looked up ,  Connor was looking directly at me.
He put his hand on my face ,  rubbing the side of my cheek.

I rested my head on his hand , while having a sympathetic smile on my face.

I looked back down at Snow ,  and leaned down to kiss her forehead.

I leaned back up ,  and looked up at Connor again.

" I , I'm gonna go back inside ".
I said.

I hated how weak I sounded.

But I couldn't help it.

I went back inside ,  and went into my room.
I sat on my bed , and looked out my window.

I remember when she would sit infront of this window ,  every morning to  watch the annoying birds.

I smiled at the memory.

I laid down ,  trying to actually get some sleep.

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Hey!
Hope you guy enjoyed this chapter!
Since I haven't really explained what Snow looks like ,  so heres a picture I found that describes her!

* this adorable floofy cat isn't mine*

Bye!