Woah, 2020. What expectations we had.
My current problems are:
-I'm spiralling in and out of control and am trying to stop myself from hurting anything
-My dad's girlfriend who, yes, I live with now, is a absolute witch, heavily implies several insults whenever I'm not pristine and perfect, 'You're a slut', 'You're fat', 'You're useless', etc
-Because of this I've been having some problems with eating, by that I mean I'm skipping meals whenever possible and eating as little as possible without seeming sus when I have to eat
-Low self esteem.
-I lost two very important pictures. In the old house, I found two pictures of me, my dad, and Ember, and I took them. Now I lost them like I do everything.
-I want to try and talk directly to people but I'm afraid to, I'm just not strong enough to try hard
-I haven't been working on my projects very good.
-I know who I want to be, but I don't know how to go about tell everyone I know, I'm worried they won't accept me for liking women, being fluid, etc. And I am mostly sure my dad doesn't like trans/fluid/gq people
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A Vent Book
Non-FictionTo clear my thoughts. Might be worth a read, some of my life might actually be good for a book/story and I'd like if someone manages to turn my problems into something others will enjoy. I decided to make this just because I need somewhere to vent a...
