A Vent Book

7/30/20

I'm tired of everything.

I'm tired of feeling.

I'm tired of people.

I'm tired of feeling things for people.

I'm tired of my family.

I'm tired of my friends not caring.

Well, most of them. I know there's one person who consistently has been asking about me when I outwardly display I'm not fine, at least on here and on my own channel.

And I'm telling you to not.

because I'm going to stop responding. I don't care anymore. I just want my feelings to stop. I just want me to stop. And if that means leaving behind yet another group of friends, then so be it.

no one's even been that bad to me recently, so that just makes it all the more pathetic. Because I'm just a little kid who's confused about themselves and can't get over anything. 

I'm just someone who has too many mental health issues. Who has someone screaming at them in their head who isn't them.

I don't want anyone to feel bad for me anymore. Because I feel what other people feel. It helps for a second, then it gets worse.

So please, leave me alone.