Hello.
i know it's been a minute.
i'd apologize for leaving everyone, but I'd be dishing out empty words because I am also currently unable to feel remorse or guilt.
Unless you are feeling that.
i believe someone is toying with my body. My sleeping patterns change every time I tell someone about it, the whole 'only feel if they feel thing' has been happening since I said I was tired of feeling.
basically everything in my life just loves to contradict itself and it happens too often to be a coincidence.
but what god did i anger? What separate entity lives here, who traded its voice for power? It's becoming quite tiring.
it may please you to know that i have figured out my alters. We're now almost like a family, happy happy, nothing like my real one. I like my mind family.
It's now becoming a increasing thought that I should have gone farther when I ran away, because I did, so they couldn't find me.
certainly would be easier to be dead of hypothermia or sickness or starvation or dehydration then deal with this.
but I never get the easy way, do I?

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A Vent Book
Non-FictionTo clear my thoughts. Might be worth a read, some of my life might actually be good for a book/story and I'd like if someone manages to turn my problems into something others will enjoy. I decided to make this just because I need somewhere to vent a...