Hello. I know it's been a while (or maybe it hasn't, as I have no concept of the passing of time) but a lot has happened and I would like to share it with whomever reads this.
first off, I still want to die, but it's not as much of an intense desire as it was a short time ago.
also I'm just generally sad. my father doesn't respect me enough to not refer to me as a girl. I'm trying to eat just dinner, but sometimes my family goes out and I have to eat.
And also I have an alternative personality. She's not hostile, and she's actually quite nice, and would certainly be much better at getting around then I am, but I won't let her. She keeps things I wouldn't like that I've forgotten, but she doesn't know what they mean. She's happy, I'm not. But we're both me. Currently she only activates fully when I have a certain object, and she's pretty easy to make shut up unless I'm sick or something.
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A Vent Book
Non-FictionTo clear my thoughts. Might be worth a read, some of my life might actually be good for a book/story and I'd like if someone manages to turn my problems into something others will enjoy. I decided to make this just because I need somewhere to vent a...
