美し世界 - utsukushi sekai (one shots)

Who Should I Even Believe in?

There is nothing in this world for me to believe in. There is no need for me to believe in anything. I don't want to believe in anything.

Relations are just temporary things which could ne broken by distance. Even now I keep living in this filthy world without a single thing to believe in

All I can hope for is death...

Afterall it is an escape
Say goodbye to the world whether you like it or not. In the end you cant complain about it and will have to accept fate

I'm scared that after death I will be able to see al the ugly colours of myself.
Finally understanding everything after death. That would be the worst possible scenario.

But I just can't stand living in this world any longer. I never even wanted to live in the first place. I don't remember aking someone to make me exist did I!?

Please... just leave me alone.

I don't even have the right to scared to be pierced by my own ugliness

"You long to die, that's why you're unable to die."

-wozwald (utaite song)

The world is full of lies. Thus I cant trust anything or anyone.

But what if one day I said I want to believe in sonething..? Can you reassure me and say time brings people together? Someone I can come back to when problem comes.

Everyone needs someone special to them.

At that time who should I even believe in.........?

A/N

This was something I wrote back in middle school.

Sorry that it's short

The manga in the background image is re zero