Everytime I smile
A tear escapes from my eye
Everytime I will try
I create a lie
The confidence I once had in me
Now is nowhere to be found in my body
The genuine happiness I once had
Now is just a fake laughter that's sad
No one knows the pain
The feeling like being hit by a train
No one knows I'm in pain
It's covered by all the achievements I gain
I no longer know until when
I can keep this within
I'm trying to fight my thoughts
I want to win this and say I did fought
For now I will endure the pain
I will heal it and soon it will go away.
