Murdered By Words

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Read it once. Read it twice. Read it even three times. I don't care. It doesn't matter how many times you read those words. It will not change, nor will its meaning. It was said that way. It was said to make your heart beat so fast, as if you're in a race , or even make your heart stop beating. It was said to you so that your eyes will be shedding tears, as if they were like water falls, or make you laugh so hard that your stomach starts to ache. I'm no expert in love nor in any other emotion. But one thing is for sure, I'm human. A human that can be murdered by a single word, phrase, or sentence. A single 'Goodbye' from my favorite person will kill me. A simple "I love you." Will bring me back to life, even if I've been buried centuries in the ground.

See how words affect a person?
Do you see how you affect a person's mentality , emotions, physical and social appearance?
It's easy to let out a word, to write letters, but it's hard to understand them. It's hard to deeply comprehend its meaning.

It's easy to say I love you , but it's difficult to express it, to show it. Specially when you really don't love the person. You can say those words to your partner, yet still have the guts to cheat on them at the same time.

Whenever you do wrong to someone one, you will say sorry as fast as you can. You will ask for their forgiveness and hope they'll forgive you as fast as how you said the words "I'm sorry" . But it doesn't work that way. Forgiveness takes time, like how a tree grows.
As for the person who will forgive the one who sinned on them, saying the words "It's ok/it's fine"  are very easy, but accepting the fact that you really are fine is not. Because usually the word ok is in between the letters br..en. A human being is great at acting. Best in pretending that every single thing in their fucked up life is OK, even though its not. The fact is they are broken into pieces and struggling hard to fix themselves, alone.

Again. I'm no expert in love nor in any other emotions or feeling. I am human and I experience those emotions and feelings.

I'm a human that is being murdered every day by your words.

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