Our debut love, Taekook FF ✓

19- I can't take it anymore.

Jeon jungkook's pov,

For fuck sake, what's gotten into taehyung's body? Why he acted so strange these days? He avoiding me like I'm a virus which can make him sick!! Bloody hell, this is so frustrating..😠like...

When I enter his room, he always in sleep...

When I want to help him with food, that stubborn jerk refuses to take my help.

When I want him to take his medicine on time, he always takes it before I even tried!!!

And the top of this, he only talks when doctors or manager hyung is around him!!

Like what he thinks about me?? Am I a ghost?? roaming around to haunting him!!👻

And another frustrating thing is his family..arrrggh...

His sister came regularly to meet him but his father and brother never came for a single time!!!🤬

Yes, that piece of shit called his father came back after 2 days of his missing!! When he gets out of hangover and robbed by thievess.😏 Can you believe?? And that drunkard has guts to even questioning about what taehyung doing here!? 😤

If only I can pay him a visit....!!! He never ever dare to comment any nonsense about my v in his lifetime. I swear.😈

Maybe, I need to meet them once. His father and his brother need to remind that tae is not alone.

I talk to the manager hyung about this matter. As for our idols image's sake, we can't filed complaints on those goons who attacked taehyung. But I can't leave that matters behind, so I asked for another way to find out them. Manager hyung hiring a private investigating agency for that. He makes sure not a single word came out about that issue and we can catch those fuckers too...

Well, I can't wait for that moment. What's the meaning of me being a taekwondo master and currently a heavyweight boxing trainee, if I can't use it in a proper way and proper place!!! 🥋🥊💪

But this thing not bothering me. My only misery is...

The only person in this entire world, who can make me helpless with my own feelings...is suddenly decided to test my limits of patience.

I swear, he is getting on my nerves nowadays. And I am on verge of losing my control. He is still not recovered fully but he started nagging manager hyung constantly to get him back to Seoul!!!!

Like seriously???

I know, our next tour is just 3 weeks ahead, but doctors said, he needs more rest to fully recover.

But NO...

This time, taehyung need to show his martyr side!! He said, he dedicated to focus on his work, and can't make it jeopardize for himsel!!

What the fuck???

And, who gave him the right to make himself sacrificed for others?? Can't he feel he is hurting me too!! Did he not realized, what he means to me?

Everytime, when he pressurized me to go back to Seoul,(even he uses manager hyung and jooni hyung as his weapons to make me emotional blackmail!) he intentionally avoiding my penetrating stares on him. He avoided my questioning gaze like I'm the last person he wants to see that time.

And...

I won't lie. It makes me heartbroken💔. I am hurting beyond my limits. My heart cried in pain. Pain of rejection, the pain of lack of love, the pain of missing my original lovable, adorable and Goofy ball of happiness like taehyung.

I miss my tae. I miss his megawatt boxy smile, I miss his warm cuddles, I miss his playful kisses and bites, I miss him taking care of me, I miss our cute skits. I miss our fight over video games, I miss our pranks and jokes, I miss his loud laughter, I miss our sly giggles...