Mi Fuego(Curvy Series :2 )

chapter 6(unedited)

"aaaaaah.....it hurts...please take it...out..."

"What....shit...don't tell me...are you virgin?" I saw her crying from pain...I wipe her tears....and kissed her lips...."I am so so...sorry. ..but if I took it out then it will give you more pain...I am sorry...why didn't tell me....what have I...just give it some time...okay...please isa...dont cry... please...i am taking it out..." she hold my hand "no...it...will...pain...more.....just...do something" "okay...just breathe with me alright?I will go slow...pain will be less and it will give you pleasure....okay...if you trust me...?will you let me?" She nod with tears.."okay...here I go" he did his best to take slow...it was giving him pain too but it was his fault and now she was in pain...slowly she was feeling something ...her pain was decreasing while she needed him to go fast...."fas...t..." "But..." "Please jay...go fast..." He increased his pace...which made her moan too hard....he kept  pumping into her in and out...while stroking her red hair...he kissed her lips...again and again...."oooooooh jay......." ",Isa....my beautiful Isa...mi Fuego"

He jerked and wake up from the bed ....while panting hard...it's been 4 months and his guilt was killing him slowly...day by day he recollect his memory of that night... slowly he realised what have he done...he slept with an innocent,virgin girl...he did injustice to her...he kept dreaming her blue eyes...the way she moan his name...the way she react his touch...the way he gets goosebumps while she touched him...he shouldn't have left her like this...he still remembered her face when he told those words to her...she felt broken...but he had to act like selfish...

At first he tried to forget that night but he just couldn't...he remembered their talk,their laugh,the way she talks  while eating food...the way she smiled at him...shyly...how she trusted him
..but he didn't fulfil his promise...he should have dealt that matter properly...he should have talk with her....explain her why he did that...and since the moment he realised she was virgin and the way he took advantage of her...he just couldn't forgive himself...he wants to see her again... apologize to her...

He searched for her so many times but he just know her name and nothing else...he was now regretting not to focus on her talk that night...she must have told her home or from where she belonged...

He even asked my driver where he left her...but he said ,she just called her cousin and she went off with her...he even tried to search her cousin but she was on her honeymoon..then he tried to ask her uncle and aunt but they refused to tell me anything ..I even told them that i was her friend but they don't told him she has only one friend and by looking at my  attire and car ,they were definitely believed that he was way out of league to be her friend....his everything was screaming rich and she wasn't the girl who would hang out people like me...so he had to come home...

Then he hired private investigators to find out information about them...his investigator informed him that the man of the house has no relatives but the lady belongs from Texas...so Isabella might be from there....he just wish...he don't know what he will say when I will meet her again...he don't know anything... nowadays he is getting more frustrated, special  from the next morning when  he left her at the hotel...he can't sleep,he can't function,he can't eat...it's just her ,her only her...and her face was roaming around his mind...

Jake pov....

My heart was screaming at me to meet her once....to see her once...to apologize her once for my misdeeds to her...just once...I think today is the day ...I have decided to try my luck at Texas...my investigator send me the place where she might be staying...I hope so...I just wish...today I am feeling excited..to meet her...I think...I think after apologizing to her..I will find peace of my mind and my heart...cause I can't live like this,I have my responsibilities...I have to get her out of my mind...so it's better  to end things with good way...