Mi Fuego(Curvy Series :2 )

chapter 8

Bella pov....

He was kissing me passionately but after some moments it became slow...he kissed me deep..he bit my lip and grab my back which made me moan..he let his tongue to taste me...he kept caressing my stomach...he put his hand into my sweater then keep playing with my navel with his thumb....

He was kissing me intensely that made me stumble back but I didn't fall...he grip my waist tighter then push me towards him....he pick me up and put my one leg on his hip....if you talk about me...then I don't know what I was doing but I knew for sure that I was melting...slowly... passionately by his burning kiss...he took me I don't know where but suddenly I felt my back to another wall ,he left my lips and I think it have become swollen by his attack...

For a moment he look at me and my lips...I saw something for me in his eyes...he was panting...so was I...I thought he was done but no...he attack my neck...left sloppy kisses...kiss me hard there.. suck me...lick me... sniff my scent...and I was a moaning mess by then ..when he heard my damn moan he kept grinding himself to me...I felt something hard in my stomach...

"Did you felt..what you do to me...you make me hard...you make me crave for you...you make me insane...your scent...your moans..are making crazy....oh ISA...my Isa..." He captured my lips..again...I felt him lower to my core and kept grinding his hard thing at my lower part..and I knew..I was wet for him..my whole body was in fire...I wanted him....only him..I kissed him back with same insanity ...which made him groan and I felt he increase his pace into my core...and I knew if he doing that for one more minute..I am gonna come for sure... But then he asked me something which make me come  back to reality...

Marry me ISA

There I stop.. I tried to pull back....again tried ..but he didn't let me "No"....he put his forehead against mine "please ISA, marry me" I struggle so that I can escape from his grip...when I tried hard I was succeeded to push him from me...

"ISA" "don't...marry you?marry you! Are you out of your mind Jacob...why should I marry you ...tell me Jacob...give me a reason " he stared at me with plead eyes "I" he wanted to give me his reason but for marriage one thing is very important for me and that is "do you love me Jacob?" He looked at me with shocked eyes..."ISA...I.." "I want you to answer me Jacob...yes or no?" "You know that answer.. I ...it's complicated"

I laughed with sarcasm "really..Jacob..you want me to marry you in which basis,one thing for sure you don't love me and as far I know you made it clear that you have someone else in your heart....so why..why are you asking me to marry you?just because I am pregnant?if you want to do charity to marry me ,then don't ...I don't want to be a homewrecker .. and don't have to worry about our babies...I will let you see them... whenever you want...but whatever you are asking from me...it's not possible...so please...don't make it hard for me"

A tear escaped from my eye...its been four hard months without him...I can't be in a relationship where is no love ...I don't want my babies to become the reason of his separation from his love...I love him...yes...I love him a lot ..he is the father of my precious but that doesn't mean I can do injustice to other woman..no...I am not like that..

I saw him widen his eyes...with guilt...with rage ..then his eye soften...he came towards me but I can't just let him do whatever he want ...so I was about to open the door so I could step out from this room and away from him...but he didn't let me..he put his two hands on the wall "look at me.." my tears were falling continuously..I wanted to push him but I knew he will not back up...

"Please  ..just go..." I whisper cause I was losing my energy.  he then cupped my face and kissed my tears again...and again..."Jacob... Let go...please..." "No... please listen to me..." I nod my head furiously "no... what you want is not right...is not possible.. i  don't want to be burden on you...I don't want to be in a unwanted relationship...I don't want another woman's man...I want mine... wholly... honestly...who will be mine ..only mine...who will only love me ..always and for ever ...which you don't...you don't Jacob..."