Mi Fuego(Curvy Series :2 )

chapter 12

Bella pov...

I couldn't sleep...i kept turning page of some book i was reading for some time,its my one of favourite but i can't concentrate . I don't know maybe be from the excitement that finally me and jacob will be together ,i know jacob is excited too but fear is also roaming around my mind,my heart. Why mom told.me those things...i know mom,she always support me,always let me handle the situation by my own way, to make me independent,to make me strong. I know she didn't thought about me getting pregnant with the man whom i rarely know but love comes like this..even mom told me this..love don't wait for the time,for the moment,do not fear anything just break every rules ,every system,it has the power,it has the audacity to break any wall ...

Thanks to jacob i get to feel the emotion,the missing puzzle of my life...ya i never told anyone that i am need some man beside me..that i believe in fairytale,that i am.waiting for the man ,to the man  i want to lean for my whole life ,to love him,to get loved by ,i am a woman,i have my share of dreams,i always crave for this kind of love..the things i felt after i met jacob..he made me fall in love with him,made me the chance to become a mother...

I took my glasses off and  rub my stomach which was showing a lot cause of my twins..mom was right..i may not know him properly cause i didn't have the chance ,it
was so sudden but we have the whole future ahead of us..and i think we should go slow...i want to know him,piece by piece,his habits,his reasons of being happy,his reasons of getting angry,sad,excited,how he sleep,how he love,how he work,how he cope everything around him ,how he feels about me everything...i want to know everything..i want to be his all...

I want to love him innocently,unconditionally,madly,without any hesitation,its a big step..a very big step and i am also inexperienced so i should take mom's advice ,i want to see how much he is willing to  try ,how much effort he's ready to  give for us. I also want to see  that how much effort i give to make him realize that there is nothing wrong to love again,there is so much to know about ,to learn about .

"Hmmmmm"i felt goosebumps when he hugged me from back..nuzzle into my neck..kept rubbing my stomach...ooh how much i love this feeling,how much i love this man he don't know..no one knows..even he don't know how he has the power to make feel the things like i am feeling ,a twist in my stomach,a flip in my heart,how his scent,his voice make me want to do something that i am very shy to do...

"Do you know how i want to cuddle with you...though i am not a cuddle person but woman you have the aura to made me do something that i have never done..here let me see you.."i put my glasses on before turn over and  When i turn around the view i get to see ,i really wasn't ready to see,not at the very early morning....

"Like what you see" he smirked at me ,he was half naked,i can see his v line,his hairy chest,his tan body,his disheveled hair as if he ruffle his hair lots of times..i mean...i...couldn't speak..i stood in front of him..i felt heat into my cheeks..i know my cheeks are red for sure ..i heard him chuckled which made me close my eyes and my face with palms of mine cause of embarrassment...i am still shy around him

"Aww my poor baby" he wrapped his arms around me "don't be shy..you have seen it all..so " he removed my palm from my face but i still close my eyes "isa..baby..let me see your eyes "i nod my head cause i am not ready

Some moments after  i felt his face on my stomach ,felt him kissing my stomach "babbas..what to do with your shy momma ...tell your momma that papa wants to see her beautiful eyes...to begin my day by kissing her beautiful,luscious lips.." Oh my god what is he doing ..what to do with him...my eyes were curious to see his face while he was talking with our babies and i did and oh i was caught now...

When i open my eyes he looked directly into my eyes and smiled which take my breathe away .He took off the glasses from me and then took  the chance to capture my lips ..he took my waist and clung my body with his...he didn't left any space...i was still in daze ,confused about how to react,he caught me off guard by sweeping my one breast which let him put his tongue into my mouth and let his tongue to do the thing he wants..if i talk about me,i.am not expert about kissing,but i couldn't wait anymore so i try to copy him which he might be understood ...