Mi Fuego(Curvy Series :2 )

chapter 11

Before anna announced her decision....

Anastasia was determined whatever she planned for her baby daughter...she knew how innocent soul she is...sometimes,no her every action reminds her old version..when ana was in her age...she sees herself within her daughter...she knew,she knew very well that bella's love for jacob was pure and innocent but sometimes loving someone unconditionally, believing someone ,giving your all,sacrificing everything for someone whom you just know for a little time can cost you a dangerous blow from fate...which hits you so hard that moment you lost your breathe,your heartbeat,your soul,your faith,your love...in short you lose yourself just because you decided to fall in love with the wrong person..

Ana have no idea about Jacob's intentions,he looked decent,looked caring but looks can be decisive ...and she cant risk to see the same fate ,same cruel fate happened to her daughter...that's why she decided to talk to bella...

She entered into Bella 's room and hold her hand "mom..." "Hey ,sweetheart" she caressed her daughter's cheek "baby...i have something to talk...first listen to me carefully,then talk,okay?" Bella just nod

"Listen. I am your mom,and just like any other mom i am concern about my daughter's life ,her future..so before i announce my decision,listen  to me carefully...i know you have started to have feelings for jacob but here i have to share with you about something...first you don't know about him at all rather just the facts he told you about him...i want you to know him by yourself,by your point of view and he should do this the same way...don't rush,give this relationship some time,to know each other,to know his life,let him know about you,your perspective...let him explore you his own way and i will suggest you the same but by taking both of your time...just don't rush about anything...take time,lots of time...please baby...for your sake,for your babies sake ..cause i don't want you too regret about anything...you are new for this love relationship...its a powerful thing that can fix anyone,give anyone the whole world but also have the ability to ruin anyone ,to kill anyone...please promise me you will take your time to know him,is he really perfect for your world ,are you ready for his world?promise me you will think about it?"

Bella was stunned cause her mom never talked like this..as if she is scared about something..as if she experienced something like this from very close...she wanted to say something else but stopped at that moment cause her mom was right ...she has faith on jacob but it will not hurt her to give their relationship some time to know each other cause it can strengthen their relationship,their perspective about each other...so bella decided to promise her mom...

After ana's decision...

Ana was happy and glad that Jacob looked determined to agree on her decision..she just have to wait for six months to see the outcome of her decision...

On the other hand jacob was determined to take Isa with him..he can't trust ana ...he felt fear ..he just don't want to lose his future...that's why he decided to propose isa...and take her with him to Spain as soon as possible...

Everyone was sleeping including noah ,ana did told noah to sleep somewhere else but she knew that he can't sleep.without her ,he never did after their marriage and he has his reasons ,and no matter how anger she felt towards noah she knew he cant sleep without her,she is his breathe,the reason of his sanity,he began her to sleep with him at least to the time  he felt asleep...

When ana was sure that he fell.asleep ana free his grip from her waist and walk towards the garden...she wanted to release her thoughts,her fear ,the way she used to back to the time when she faced ,she lived those black moments of her life...she took out her phone and called the one person she always trust,loved ,one person who never leave her side ....

"Mom...can you hear me...mom...i...love you mom...just...scared as always...no you don't worry...it's just bella..i ...you know that how i see myself in her..i don't want her to have the same pain,same tears that i shed,she have to be strong...far more stronger than i was...just ...but i will be with her whatever decision she will make,just the way you were with me...i will there for my everything children until my death..no child of mine will face the cruel time that i have passed,that i have lived with..no one...

She was engrossed with her talk that she didn't hear him coming towards her and when he put his hands on her
from behind,she knew he heard all of those things she shared with her mom...she put the phone down from her ears while he put his head on her shoulder..she didn't said anything but he said the words that he always make sure to say every single day..will say even until his last breath...

Sorry...i am so sorry sorry my love...i am sorry..

She knew ,she felt his tears on her shoulder ,she knew for what he was sorry for. Only two of them know..only them..no one..no single person of their present life have any clue...She holds his hand which was on her waist and look at the moon ,she felt his kiss in her neck like the old time,like always ..the way he always do to her..

I know love...i know...

On the other hand bella was thinking her mom's every words and give it a shot to her mom's plea for the sake of their better future ,to take it slow while  jacob was deciding to do things quicker and faster , how to claim isa as his as soon as possible..he was taking the whole night to give her surprise..he was calling his secretary to arrange everything for him and then with his call to here and there..he decided to sleep but not without making himself a promise....

I will not waste any chance..you will be mine isa..i will not ruin my future,this time i will not slip my happiness from my own hands..i will do anything ...for you,for us,for our babies..just wait..

Every person hold their secret,everybody has their dark times,their fear,one generation who had their share of experience,their share of ups and downs while the other was going to face new phase of their life..now ana was scared how will they cope up ...are they ready ?do jacob is really  made for bella?can he gave her what she deserves or he will fail...can Isabella cope up with his lavish lifestyle?

I hope you enjoyed this chapter and i know i am delaying to update but i am losing my interest to write anything..i don't know why..i have take lots of time to rest or to think ...but i need  something to  motivate me to write more...cause i want to ..for my readers...i want to update daily..but i am.losing my dedication to write anything...

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