Mi Fuego(Curvy Series :2 )

Chapter 23

"The biggest coward is a man who awakens a woman's love with no intention of loving her.".....

Bob Marley

Bella Pov...

I have been standing under my shower for more than one hour. Naked, clueless, scared, confused, still stunned with the incident that happened some hours ago.

Never in my life, I have ever thought that someone will try to harm me, someone will try to play with my emotions.

I have never hurt anyone. I have always learned how to love someone. I love Jake, I care for him and the people around him. I gave my full respect to his grandma, I never doubted her intentions. Then why?

Just because I don't belong to a rich family? Or I never faked about anything, or I don't know how to betray people, or I am carrying the children of some popular billionaire?

It's not my fault that I fell in love with that man. It's not my fault I am not his first love. It's not my fault that I want to be happy, no.

So why people are accusing me of what I didn't do! Why should I live my life just the way they want, why should I be compared with his first love? Why?

I should have left him, but I didn't. Instead of leaving him, here I am having this shower.

Is it easy to leave the person you love the most, is it easy to leave the man who kneels before you, beg you not to go? Who sobbed his heart out, pour his heart before you. How can you leave the man who breaks his all ties with the person who raised him?

But he did. He pushed the woman and cut all his ties with her just because she tried to harm me, our babies. Jacob Kingston, a powerful billionaire like him ready to beg in front of me, beg for my support, beg for my love. But love is not about begging to another person, both partners should be equal. I don't want him to beg, I just want him to give me some assurance, that further in the future no one will do something bad, no one will raise questions about our relationship. I know he is asking me some time, I know it was me who told him that I will wait. But the more the time is passing by, I am losing my mind. And with whom I fight? with the whole world? No, that's impossible.

I am giving my hundred per cent, but is it wrong to accept the same? I know it's not easy to move on but because of his hesitation, other people are trying to harm our relationship. And Yaya proved it all. When I am not sure about his feelings then how can I be sure with our upcoming future?

I know I told myself and him that I will wait, but it's been harder day by day. Plus my pregnancy getting it worse.

I don't want to share this with my family, mom will handle it but I am scared of my dad's reaction. He will not waste any time and will take me to Texas. And will make sure Jake will never get to see me or our babies.

I don't want that to happen with us. Jake will lose it for sure, he will not tolerate this. I don't want to be apart from him, I want to spend my whole life with him, but peacefully.

But whatever happened today, I am not sure if this incident happens again I don't know if I can handle this anymore. Because now I am going to be a mother, I can't sit and do nothing when it comes to my babies. And Jake should know about it. I love him but that doesn't mean anyone will come and try to play with my life.

It's my life, not a plaything. Just because they have money and Jake is a public person that doesn't have any right to get involved in my life. I may not say something when it comes to my life but, when it's about my babies then I can't and won't be mute.