What goes up must come down

Part 32

Stiles POV

It's been what? A few hours since Derek left. Deaton said that the stuff to reverse this should be done in a couple minutes but the effect will work tomorrow. Maybe I should mess with the pack and tell them Derek died if they don't remember anything. That would be funny. But Derek would probably be mad to hear that I told them he was dead while he was gone while in heat. But I don't think he'd like if I told them that fact either so. I don't know what to tell them. I'll probably make something good up by tomorrow. That's if they don't already figure it Out themselves, god they really get beats- that's kinda.. gross. It's not even close to night time so it will take some time. Which also means I have to take care of them alone. Well not fully, deatons here. It was hard enough even with Derek here. Well not that hard actually. The kids are weirdly cooperative. Derek. I like the name Derek. Okay I need to do something else instead of thinking. Or not, nobody can read minds here. I wonder what it's like being in a heat. Is it just like being horny 24/7? Or is it more intense. I wonder how Dereks doing so far. And where he went. Maybe that's a bit to deep in his personal life. Maybe not. I sigh "okay the formula is done now all we have to do is get the kids to take it, this is the hard part" Deaton said and I shook my head " I got this" I made the kids something nice to drink and added the formula to it. Its like crushing medicine up for your dog and putting it in his food. Iv never had a dog or cat but Scott once had this Chihuahua. He was let's just say, weird and funny, but he can be vicious for a thing you could fling across the yard. He slept at Scott's feet when we were kids. His mom told him to stop letting the dog sleep in the room because she kept having to wash his blankets she said and I quote 'the dog smells like corn chips mijo' Melissa is funny I'll give you that. The kids drank the whole cup they were given. Deaton looked at me and nodded "good idea, like crushing a dog's medication and putting it in their food" I laughed "exactly"

Dereks POV

Although the full moon isn't until what? Saturday. It is very very strong, today is Wednesday. So Thursday, Friday and then Saturday. See the thing is ruts aren't based off of the full moon they come at anytime. The full moon just makes it ten times stronger to fight the urge to do anything. Regularly you could just sit in bed the whole time until it's over. All I have to do is try my very best to control myself tomorrow, Friday, and especially on Saturday. And it's not long until tomorrow I think, for now I should rest. Build up energy to keep my control. Or should I weaken myself?

Doesn't matter Derek~ you can't stop what's going to happen.
You can't
Why not?
You can't unless he gives permission.
I am sure he will
What does that mean.
No answer just as I expected. That's not exactly what I like to hear from my wolf. I get into the cabin and close the door behind me locking it. I check around the house to make sure everything's okay and then make sure every thing was locked and secured. Once that was done I took off my jacket and shoes etc. I lay on my old bed back when I was a teen. It was a twin sized bed. I still fit on it but it feels weird to be back here without mom. Or anyone else. Every time I come here it's the same feelings. I sigh as I stare at the ceiling. Laying on top of the bed in my briefs, in silence. Just what I wanted. I wish stiles was here to fill the silence. I could listen to him talk all day. I could look at him all day. The way the moon hits his skin is amazing. His skin is amazing. He's amazing.

Ugh your gonna gush everywhere if you don't stop fan boying like a fourteen year old girl does over a fictional character.

Oh I am ignoring that comment. Jeez. I wish I could lay with him. Does he even want me that way? I mean just because someone gets horny around you doesn't mean they like you like you. Someone can say I love you just as easy. But it doesn't actually mean they do. I wanna marry him. He's so good with kids. He smells nice. 𝗡𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁𝘀 𝘄𝗲𝗶𝗿𝗱. I shouldn't talk like that.
But he's so precious "I really am a fourteen year old girl" I say to no one. I let out a deep dramatic sigh. I am bored now.

Stiles POV
It's been a couple of hours and I am now getting the kids ready for bed. This is definitely weirder without Derek. A lot of things became weird without Derek. Like sleeping, eating, talking. I am not depending on him but I do miss him. I hope he's okay. I hate that he has to be alone during that. Its not like we have to do anything I just want to be sure there is someone else there comforting him. But it's not like I'll really get that chance. Unless I could. Which in that case I will take the chance to go to him and make sure he's okay. I don't care what happens. He shouldn't be alone. I hate thinking about him being alone all this time, even before I met him. It must hurt. But it's okay, I'll make him better.