april 29, 2020

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Dear Diary, 

TODAY SUCKED ASS

I woke up this morning begrudgingly, and dragged myself to my computer and tuned on the Live Event for morning assembly (which, by the way, I hate. I'm not Christian and it consists of prayer and the national anthem, hardly my thing), and muted it so I could get ten extra miutes of sleep, but still get my marks for attendance. 

After assembly, I moved to my desk to "pay attention" to the math lesson going on. Thirty minutes in, my vision went fuzzy in my right eye. fuck. I knew what this meant, only hoped it wasn't true. Migraine. I told my dad I'd be heading to bed, and he begrudgingly let me go. I fucked around reading until the pain really hit. usually when this happens, I go home and pass out, wake up, and my migraine is gone! easy, right? not this fucking time.

I woke up, an hour later, my head still felt like it was exploding. I was dying to get back to sleep to escape the pain. Tossing and turning. I drifted in and out of consciousness, only to be despreate to go to sleep again. I woke up at around eleven and pushed though the blinding light and my loud ass family to get a tylenol and water. I dashed back upstairs to my light-blocking fort only to gracefully dump my water everywhere in my bed. I slept at the dry end, finally with my legs tucked up under me in such a way that when I woke up, they were numb and painful and spasming for what felt like days, when it was probably max 60 seconds. 

After that, my migraine was moslty gone. But it was a dull throb, compared to my head splitting open and being smahed with a boulder, so it was manageable. I played with Indie for a bit, got some food, struggled with my charger, and now I'm here. Shitty day! I missed all my classes and we have three new assignments, ofc.

I hope your day was better.

Sincerely,

Grindy

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I probably won't sleep until at least three am, I got 15 hrs of sleep today. Can't wait to be totally smashed tmrw 😎

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ily, stay safe, wash your hands, and STAY HOME.

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