dear diary,
today was tiring. I did what I always do, I got up and I went to work but I was so desperate for a nap all day. as much as I tried to go to sleep, it didn't work, but at least i'll sleep well tn.
today was chill low key. we only had three subjects instead of four, because our computers teacher had a baby! well his wife did. in math we learned grade 6 material, which I am... well past. then I got overwhelmed with assignments an wanted to cry, then our religion teacher went out of his way to make class boring, then I buggered off downstairs.
these days are so monotonous, there's no difference between the days. all i'm feelin rn is anxiety at the projects that I have no will to do. as soon as we started online school teachers started doing like 3x the amount of assigning hw. that shits annoying. I have a meeting with the councillor tomorrow to discuss how im coming along with this whole "online learning" bullshit. its going to be a lot of fun. she hasn't reached out to any of my friends tho, even though she said that she was checking in with everyone. oops. cant wait for her to ask about how im super unmotivated and anxious.
in place of being entertained and stimulated, my brain has decided to relive traumatic memories! its so much fun just lying in the dark, zoned out, reliving some of the worst moments of my life. I have hit another depressive episode after like 3 months. yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. cant wait to get anxious and do nothing about it.
in world news: some are convinced we are ready to go back to being normal again, others belive we might need to stay in for the rest of the year. one thing's for sure: we're not going back to school. fuuuck. ALSO I forgot to mention: in the beginning, SO many celebrities were getting corona. left and right. then Cardi B exposed them saying, "Some celebs are being paid to say they have the virus," and then celebs suddenly stopped getting it. but that was a while ago.
in Canada right now there are:
30,901 active cases
26,017 recovered cases
3,854 fatal cases
I just pray we flatten the curve!
Sincerely,
Grindy
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