Dear diary,
today i woke up a 5:00pm. it'ts funny because I went to sleep at a time that's actually early for me, 2am. but i got to not think for the majority of the day.
now i can't be left without some form of entertainment or form of stimulation or I will start thinking, and thinking is bad and I don't want to do it. so I'm writing a story or spending hours on tiktok to cope 🤠.
my dad knows that I've had the worst day of my life. he doesn't know what happened or who caused it, but he's worried for me. I'm not gonna tell him, obviously, it was my mom lol. anyways i'm tied of corona nd death and overthinking and trauma that's resurfacing.
but today was lo-key. I just bummed around and now im facetiming with my best friend. she wil NOT STOP TALKING about how much she loves Hercules. it's fine I love her anyways tho, I'll listen to it without complaint. zenny if ur reading, ily bitch.
something i find very annoying is the fact that my phone moves by itself?? like not just little up and down, but like deleting conversations and being weird when filming. It IS very busted but we are really sleeping on Apple's quality because I"ve dropped my iPhone 7 in soup, rain, water, I left it in snow for 2 months once, and dropped it on pavement so much you can see the actual screen in the corner (no glass, no white cover, nothing, just screen), and it STILL works. quite well for it's condition.
something I CANNOT excuse tho is this fucking laptop making writing so fucking difficult. Jumping around, deleting paragraph breaks, highlighting random shit, literally unprovoked. Not touching the screen, not touching the keyboard, it just fritzes randomly, and this computer fshasn't been dropped, it's new, and its slow and a piece of shit. sorry, rant over.
why does this matter? I'm using these for everything. school, entertainment, writing. and this is SO fucking frusturating. I can't use my computer like this, I'm using this for school, i use it like 24/7. nothing else to do. ngept use this fucking thi. im going to throw this computer off a cliff it keeps jumping around SOMEONE STAB ME IT HAPPENED AGIANBKFHVBK.
today was mediocre.
AROUND THE WORLD
Some parks are reopening by the end of this week, I call bullshit. They say "oh yea, we're reopening businesses, and we're opening schools soon, but then they don't. I don't blame them, no one knows whats happening, not even them. I've heard the curve is flattening, trump is being a dumbass to stay in the news, and there might be a vaccine. I just want a summer, the fucking protester need to stop, they're so dumb. Lives are more important than getting your hair done, sis. You're gonna get sick, infect others, and die.
I'm gonna go eat. a grilled cheese looks so good rn.
sincerely,
Grindy
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ahhhh sorry that was just complaining. but it's kinda relevant ig, right? I hope ur day was better!
Fun fact about me: I actually don't know how to spell "sincerely", I always look it up or let autocorrect do it. I was never good at spelling.
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ily. wash your hands, stay safe, and STAY HOME.
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Nonfiksihi. my name is Grindy. I'm a teen living in quarantine during the pandemic. I'm creating this diary to help me keep track of the days and stop them from rolling into one another. Also to show the next generation, document everything. started 4/20/20...
