Love is strange

Moving on

No one in this world can help me I am the only one who can help myself...If I don't care about myself no one will...I need to put myself first sometimes...I worry about others too much so I forget about myself and what I actually deserve...I need to learn to love myself...I always try my best to give everything to person I love and at the end they leave and I am all alone...I feel lost I feel destroyed...I can't describe this feeling to someone who hasn't been heartbroken...Imagine you love someone that much so you want a future with that person and they leave you for no reason at all...Imagine giving someone everything you have giving someone the best from you and still not be enough for them...It's heartbreaking to know that you aren't enough...It is destroying me at the night thinking why I wasn't enough...The thought of you having some other girl in your life now and smile with her kills me...I am trying my best to move on and not to think of you anymore...But it is worse now I just can't stop thinking about you...I am broken...I need a time to heal so I can move on...But it is almost 2 months since you left me and it just don't want to pass...My love for you was so big and you didn't let me to give it to you...Everyone around me tell me that I deserve someone better but who can I love someone else when I still love him..?Hugging pillow instead of you...Talking to the moon every night...Moon only knows all my secrets all my feelings...Missing him but not wanting him back..Am I doing the right thing ? Will I forget him soon? I know I have to be strong and I am trying to be strong...I need someone to hug me to tell me that everything is going to be okay...And I know it will be but I need time...I believe in myself...Maybe our relationship didn't work out but at least I learned something...I learned that I don't need people who don't appreciate me or love me enough...I need positive people, people who are ready to do everything for me like I am ready to do everything for them...It is not end of the world if you broke up with someone...Wipe your tears, head up and be stronger then anytime...We can do it if we want to❤️