Love is strange

Hard times

Every morning when i woke up I realize that I am without you and I lose hope for everything...I know it sounds crazy but without you I am nothing...You were the light of my life and now that I don't have you I lost myself...I am lost in my mind,lost in thousand different thoughts...If only you knew how I feel...I miss you babe..but you don't miss me, do you? I guess not... no message,no call...Only one week that we've been apart and I guess you are happier now...I am ready to forgive you everything just send that damn message...I can wait but I don't want to wait I want you my love... How can I explain to others that I love you after all..? I am scared that I'll lose my friends to if I continue to talk about you...They are trying to help me but they don't understand how I feel...One conversation and we can solve all our problems... why it was so hard to you ?why you didn't want to talk about our problems..? I admit I was tired of pretending that everything was okay in our relationship but didn't even care about me, did you? I was tired to be everything to you one day and another you would forget about my existence... Everything I wanted in my life was you and I lost you... how can I continue without you..? I guess you moved on without me easily...Oh I remember our first kiss...I was so scared that I will do something wrong... you knew that you were my first love...but you kissed me..and I kissed you back but then i stopped because I wasn't ready... you didn't let me go home without the kiss , however you needed to go on bus... That night I was thinking if I have done the right thing...You wasn't angry you were so understanding...What changed you baby? At the beginning everything was so nice and after 2 months...I couldn't recognize you...You are so cold now but why ? I only wanted to know the reason for that... I only wanted answers... but what I got..? A breakup...