Love is strange

Just pretending

Hour by hour, day by day and I am still thinking about you...Yeah it is not easy to forget everything we had this 3 months...It isn't easy but it's not impossible...I won't give up...I admit I miss you but I don't need you anymore...Maybe I don't miss you but I miss all memories we had together...You know 3 months isn't long period for someone but for me it was the best 3 months...Al least the first month was amazing and then...And then you started to change, to be disinterested, cold...I didn't get a simple text "I love you" from you...You only said that you love me when we were somewhere out...Maybe it is my mistake that I didn't have enough time to go out so we saw each other once or twice a week but relationship isn't only going out...You wasn't ready for real relationship, for relationship that I need...I still love you but I will forget you...I don't need someone like you...You didn't even try to save our relationship, you only wanted to break up...You didn't even argued with me you just said that you want to break up with me...I don't know where I went wrong and you changed so bad...I didn't say anything after your message and you didn't either...I miss that time when we were sitting in park and kissing...I also miss "our place" and the light that always annoyed us because we couldn't have privacy haha...I really miss your long hugs while you were playing with my hair...I miss to wait for Friday so I could see you...I miss everything...Also at night I usually dream about you, but when I wake i it's even worse...I am pretending to be strong but in reality I am not...I know that I must forget you and everything we have so I can move on...You moved on easily and I should too...