Him or him? (BAM fanfic)

Part 20: forgive me

****Charlie's pov****

I Really do like jess,she was actually my first ever crush. i have known her since pre-school. She is really beautiful. She has brunette hair and blue dip dye just past her shoulder's, greyish eyes, middle hight and she's 15.

But all the same,my love for jess will never be the same as the love i have for Emily....it's way to strong

The four of us finally got to my house after a 10 minute walk in the middle of the night...aha

I rang the bell for my mum to answer,but no answer. I then remembered it was 2:30 in the morning,so obviously she was sleeping.

I got out my spare key from my pocket and opened the door. We step inside and went into the living room.

"What do you guys wanna do?" i questioned sitting myself beside Jess

"Maybe me and Emy can do each other's make up with blind folds on while you two boys do what ever you do!" Jess shrieked

"Erm...first of all,don't call me 'emy' cause that's not my name and second of all,I don't like people making me look like a handicap...I would rather stay with charlie and leo...so you can go do your janked-up make up on-your-own" Emily explained with a smug smile

Why was she being so mean?
Why was would she being like that?
To someone she barley knows!!!
That's insane!...
I wanted to stand up for Jess but I didn't want to cause any trouble and Leo is there with her so I can't imagine what will happen!

****Emily's pov****

"Erm...first of all,don't call me 'emy' cause that's not my name and second of all,I don't like people making me look like a handicap...I would rather stay with charlie and leo...so you can go upstairs and do your janked-up make up on-your-own" I explained with a smug smile

I actually felt horrible for saying what i said. i just couldn't help myself, but to be honest,i only like hanging out with boys. Girls are just so annoying!
Like you can do anything with boys around you without them going all like "Omg,your so gross!" and she seemed like one of those girls. Hollie is really my only friend that is a girl,the rest are all boys...and she's like me

Or maybe i was just jealous that she kissed Charlie.
The boy who took my virginity...

I looked straight at charlie and he had hurt in his eyes

"I just thought I could make a new friend,sorry if i got you angry" Jessy said innocently and quietly...with that she ran upstairs

I looked back at charlie and gave him an apologetic look and i went upstairs to try apologies to Jess

I heard slight sobs coming from Charlie's room,i walked over and opened the door

"Can I talk to you for a second" i asked nicely

"Sure,why not" Jess replied wiping her eyes

I sat down beside her on the bed...

"I'm really sorry for being rude to you" i managed to say

"But why?,you don't even know me that well and you were being so mean... I just wanted to make a new friend" she replied back looking at the floor

"You see... I used to go out with charlie and he did something to me that will haunt me for the rest of my life....and am just kinda jealous that i saw you's two kissing" i said nervously

"Oh...you saw"

"Yes,yes i did"i replied back

"What did he do to you though?" she asked curiously

I stayed quite. I bet she already knew what i was going to say,what else would he do!
She looked so puzzled still waiting for my answer.
Boy,she's dumb

I quickly changed the subject "if you forgive me we can go shopping tomorrow and do the blind fold make up thing!"

"I FORGIVE YOU!!!" she shrieked once again

We stood up and hugged
She brought her hand down to my butt and i have to say,that was disturbing for a girl to do...to a girl!. I quickly pulled away and wore on a fake smile

I shaked off what just happened and we went downstairs

I was really suspecting Jess

But i was mostly thinking about Hollie

I hope she's okay...

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sorry for a late update
I can't lie...i was too lazy
I wasn't busy at all😂😂😂