delivery boy|nomin

thirteen

i dragged jeno towards a bench, i wasn't just mad i was disappointed, how can someone treat someone so badly

i made him sit and i stood in front of him, my arms folded and my frown never leaving my face

"that was so wrong of you..."

"i trie-"

"no, you didn't! do you know what aftercare is? do you know what respect even is?!"

just looking at him made me frustrated, i turned around and sighed deeply, i turned back around and i just stared at him

"i don't want you near him, you see him don't talk to him, look at him, or even try to touch him."

"and why should i?"

"your the cause of the trigger he didn't want"

and i just started to walk away, because if i stayed for too long i would have done something much worse

jeno got in front of me and i just walked the other way, my arms were still crossed and i just didn't want to talk anymore

"what do you mean?"

silence, was all that he heard, and he sighed in frustration and he just looked at me as i didn't dare to look at his disgusting face after what he had done

"don't even tell me...i'll find a way, until then"

and jeno walked away, was i scared? yes, but i had to stay strong for him

time skip

i walked into the apartment as i set down some food, i walked towards his room and knocked, i knocked fast two times, one slow and three times fast, it was nothing but it was a way to let jaemin know it was me when he was like this

"i brought food...can i come in?"

and all i heard was the silent sobs of him, he was on the other side, and i slid down to the door putting my back on it

"jaemin...talk to me..."

a few minutes past and his sobbing stopped and he sniffled

"i'm sorry for being like this, i'm sorry for everything that i did to you, i'm sorry i'm such a burden...i-i-"

"nana, the people around you help you because they love you and care about you, and want you to feel safe, you're not a burden..."

i sat there and waited for him to respond and then there was shuffling noises, and the door opened, i quickly stood up and was embraced by him

"thank you, injun, for being here, thank you..."

i hugged him back as he took in the moment, and after a minute we let go and i just looked at him with a small smile

"stop crying, you look prettier when you smile."

i wiped his tears and he just nodded

"let's go eat, haechan and mark should be here soon, don't worry i'll be here by your side."

and then the door opened and a loud haechan appeared

"haechan-ah, you can't just barge in"

"i can if i visit all the time, now shut up and help me"

"remind me why i love you?"

"is that an insult?"

haechan looked at mark offended, making a face

"no, i-"

"i'm going to tell doyoung mom"

"no please don't"

they continued as they walked into the kitchen, and set down the pizza and the sodas they brought

"baby nana, my love, my favorite, the apple to my eye, my other half, don't worry i'll make sure to talk some sense into that asshole"

he hugged jaemin tightly and rubbed the poor boys back, jaemin gave a small smile

"you don't have t-"

"he deserves it, he shouldn't have hurt you, and you shouldn't have to experience that..."

was what mark said and then they started to eat, and then movies, but jaemin felt weird, as if someone was watching him

and then he started to panic and he couldn't breath