Billie Eilish x Male reader (Discontinued)

Chapter 22

Julian’s House
Y/N’s POV

  This is getting awkward. God why is this awkward? We were siting silently eating the food she made for us. “So… do you like the food?” OK I can either tell her it’s awesome or tell her the truth that being that it needs more spice. Which one do I choice? Oh which one is it gon-“Y/N” “Huh?” “You’re spacing out again. I am probably boring you aren’t I?” Shit I fucked up. Think fast Y/N. “Sorry I’m not spacing out cause you are boring me it’s cause of my ADD so I am the person who actually needs to apologize and about the food uh… honestly it needs more spice everything else is good.” She stayed silent for a moment. God I fucked up. “Why is this so awkward.” I said to myself or so I thought. “You said that out loud.” She said to me. I just face palmed. “I don’t know why it’s awkward maybe it’s because it’s too formal. Why don’t we just watch a movie while eating a bucket full of ice cream?” “That seems comfy enough. Let’s clean the table up and you can grab some clothes from my closet and change if you wanna.” I got up and turned the lights on then grabbed my plate and put it in the sink with hers. “Where is your room?” “Go upstairs then the first door to your left. Here are the keys.” I said and handed her the keys and she went upstairs.

I opened the fridge and took out a bucket of chocolate ice cream then I opened the drawers and grabbed 2 plastic spoons. “So he cleaned out the metal utensils too.” Then it hit me I didn’t close the secret drawer this morning. I dropped everything and rushed to my room but I was too late. I go in to find her ruffling through my stash of pills and alcohol with horror in her eyes. Fuck how am I gonna explain this to her. “What is this Y/N?” I stayed silent “I am asking you a question. I this like a secret stash?!” I sighed and simply said “Yes” I looked at me like I was an idiot and said “Yes?! That’s all you have to say?!” I looked at her blankly and said “What do you want me to say?” “Ok Y/N listen if you ever want anything to happen between us you have to first destroy this stash and all other stashes you might have and come out clean and stay clean cause I can’t afford to like someone who is subjecting themselves to all this shit.” “You like me?” “Of course I do stupid. God you know the guys were right when they said you can’t pick up signs. So are you going to stop or not?” I sighed and took a moment to think about it. “I’ll stop but you can’t tell ANYONE about my secret stashes deal?” I said extending my arms so that we could shake on it. She got up and gave me a hug. I was surprised at first but I hugged her back then she said “Deal but I know it’s going to be hard and I’ll be with you every step of the way.” I sighed. What the fuck am I thinking?

We stayed like that for a minute then she broke the hug and asked “When are you gonna get rid of it?” “No time like the present.” She looked at me surprised and said “This is gonna be on hell of a first date.” “Tell me about it.” I went to the and asked them for help. They might tell Julian about this but he probably knows by now. For a considerable portion of the night Ale, I and the maids went through all the hiding spots I had in the house and flushed all my alcohol and pill down the drain. I called my dealer Fezco and told him to destroy my stash that I hid at his crib just in case I needed some and for once in a long time I had no hidden stashes of alcohol or drugs. I can already imagine how hard my withdrawals are going to be and I did all this for what? A girl. I am already doubting my decisions. We were now in the bathroom watching the last of my pills being flushed down the drain. “Would you do the honors Mr. L/N?” asked Martha and btw Martha is the head maid of the house if I didn’t say already. Quite a nice lady actually. She is like the Latino Grandparent I never had. “Y/N?”  “Huh? Yeah the flushing. Ok.” I went and emptied the last capsules and bottles and flushed them down. Alessia came and hugged me.  “It’s all for the better babe.” “I hope so.” We went to the kitchen to find that the maids have made us a big ass Banana split ice cream Sundae. “Thanks guys” “It’s ok mi hijo. (it means my son in Spanish)Now you two enjoy your date.” We went and sat on the couch and I played the movie. 

For the rest of the night we watched the movie which wasn’t actually that bad for a romantic flick. “It wasn’t that back” “You see the note book isn’t bad” “Hold your horses love I said not that bad. Key word being that.” “Really take that back Y/N” “Nope.” Then she started punching me on my arm and after this and that she has me now pinned down while she was sitting on top of me. Things started to get heated up when she got closer. I went full on Alert can I didn’t know what to do. I stayed still and she kept getting closer and closer her eyes stealing glances at my lips. She got close enough that I can feel her breaths and feel her soft lips brush slightly against mine. Moments after that I felt her lips softly collide against mine and I was at bliss. I kissed her back and put on arm on her cheek. We continued kissing for a while then she started something that was completely foreign to me. She started licking my lips. I was low key confused about what to do. She pulled back looked me in my eyes and said “When a girl you are kissing licks your lips that means she wants you to open your mouth. But you lost your change now so remember that next time.” She gave me a last peck and got off of me. “Oh come on Ale” I said desperately cause come on this was my first make out session. Wait is it even called a make out session I’m confused. Struggles of a virgin nerd

“Ok love I got to go home. So you got to drive me home.”  “Ok you ready to go?” “Yeah I just have to grab my bag.” Moments after she came with her bag and I took her to Julian’s garage. “Dude this is one heck of a garage.” “You know you not cursing just makes you more adorable.” I said and kissed her on the cheek. I held her hand and went to where the car keys were last time. I smiled and picked the ones for Bugatti Chiron (picture above). Oh Julian is going to kill me for using this car. “Come one follow me.” Moments after we found the car. “Damn” “I know. If I am going to drive you home imma drive you in style.” She turned to me and said “Is this car even legal on the streets?” “Probably.” We went in and I started the engine and damn the sound was sublime. Oh imma get arrested today.

Time skip the ride
Alessia’s Crib
Y/N's POV

“Remind me to never let you drive again” “What I nailed it” she looked at me like I was crazy and said “Nailed it? Dude you passed like what 3 red lights and nearly hit another car.” “Touché.” We stayed in the car till she calmed down. She was right and the cops will probably get me when I go back home but as always we will cross that bridge when we get there. She took a deep breath and said “Ok this was by far the most memorable date I ever had so on the impressing side you impressed the heck out of me” “Glad you enjoyed my company.” “ok we should do this again but next time I will take you out and most importantly I’ll be the one driving” I laughed. She tried to open the door but I locked it “Oh my God don’t tell me this is the part where you turn to a secret serial killer” “No. I just wanted a goodnight kiss is it too much to ask?” I pouted opened the lock and turned around. She laughed and said “Ok come on look at me.” I still refused to turn around trying my best to not smile. “Oh ok then bye” she said. I turned around and said “No wait.” She laughed at my antics and put her hand on my check and slowly kissed me. God I found a new addiction. “Ok Goodnight babe” “Goodnight” I watched her as she got till she got inside then started the engine and headed back home