Billie Eilish x Male reader (Discontinued)

Chapter 9

Y/N’s POV

    Oh shit here we go again. Oh God why did she bring her father with her. And why did I forget to bring a knife why should I bring a knife you ask well that’s TO CUT THE FUCKING TENSION IN THIS ROOM GOD. I was so deep in my useless train of thought that I didn’t notice Billie standing in front of me waving her hand near my face. “Y/N!!” “HOLY SHIT” I screamed as I jumped back in self-defense. “Dude you should’ve seen your face!” she said while rolling on the ground laughing. And while everyone joined her with the laughter I tried to maintain a straight face but eventually broke down and joined them with the laughter. It continued for a while and just like that the tension went bye bye. I went, grabbed a seat and sat with everyone. “Dude you space out like a boss.” Said Finneas wiping a tear from his cheeks. “I take that as a compliment.” I said with a smile.
  
    We talked for a couple of minutes and honestly I have never had this kind of fluid conversations unless it was with the guys. The Makeup crew came and got us prepared for stage and moments after they finished we heard the door open reveling one of the stage assistants. “Ok guys we’re ready for you on stage.” He said before going as fast as the appeared. I sighed and was about to leave the room before I heard Patrick say “Y/N can you stay back for a moment I need to talk to you.” Well this is fan-fucking-tastic. If I brought that knife I would’ve slit my throat so that I don’t have to talk to him but it was going to happen sooner or later but I preferred later. Everyone one left the room Billie being the last one to leave. I think she saw how uncomfortable I was with the situation cause she gave me a hug and whispered “It’s gonna be ok.”. I hugged her back then she left, that calmed my nerves considerably.

     Now the only ones left in the room were me and Patrick. He took a deep breath, looked at me dead in the eye and said “Son, I am sorry for what I did to you last time we met. I should’ve pressured you to talk about it. I was just…” I interrupted him and finished it for him by saying “…wanted to protect your family from the stranger who is a raging alcoholic and drug addict. I get it old man you don’t need to apologize and about you pressuring me to talk about what happened was your fault either. Yes, you pressured me but I choose to talk about it so you don’t need to apologize.” “I really misjudged you kid.” I sighed and said “Yeah most people do.” Thank God the conversation ended fast. I opened the door and me being the gentleman I am let him get out first then closed the door behind me. “So what are you going to do if the paparazzi get hold of your past?” he asked me while we were walking to the set. I thought about it for a second and replied “They are going to find out eventually they always do and I plan to cross that bridge when we get there. But there are a lot of legal restrictions on the case and I’d assume I could sue them if they try to do anything stinky.”.  We reached the back stage and were greeted by the whole family. I went and stood next to Billie. “So how did it do?” “Wayy better than I expected” I said while watching Jimmy do his thing on stage. After a couple of minutes Jimmy started calling us on and went came on stage and all in all the whole interview was fun. Jimmy made a joke about me having eye bags and I said that his mom was the one keeping me up all night. At some point Billie’s parents were on stage. We played the game that Jimmy played with Jason Statham but this time in teams of 2. Me and Billie vs Jimmy and Finneas. We won and I got to shot at them with a big ass water cannon. So all in all it was fun.

    After we finished I wandered away from the group and went outside to call Josh to pick me up. I called and it rang once before he picked up and said “Yo Y/N so how was the interview” “It was bitchin’ dude. So when should I expect you?” I said while tapping my feet. “I should be there in 7 minutes tops.” I was surprised “Woah dude that’s too fast. What are you gonna put a brick over the pedal and ignore all red lights or some shit like that?” He laughed and said “Nah man I was just chillin’ at a coffee place near the set” “Dude you know that you guys could’ve just came in with me right?” “No I didn’t ” I laughed at him and said “Well I’ll see you soon then. Drive safe” before hanging up the phone. I stayed out there a little for fresh air and some quite time. Then the exit door behind me was basically slammed open by Billie. She seemed relieved once she saw me. She quickly came close and checked my wrists and closer to check my breath and not giving a fuck about my personal space not that I minded her being close. Wait wtf am I saying. Billie sighed deeply out of relief and said “Dude you had me worried as fuck. You could’ve at least told me where you were going!” she said with a little anger in her voice. Ok think Y/N what is the best reply I can give so that I don’t escalate the situation. Hmmmmm a hug. So that I did. I hugged her and said “Sorry I should’ve talked to you first before I left. I only went out to call Josh and for some fresh air but still I’m sorry.” At first she didn’t hug me back which had me worried but moments after she melted into it and hugged me back and said “Just don’t get me that worried again.” Y/N 1 Social anxiety 0. We stayed like that for a couple of minutes till Finneas rudely interrupted us. “Hey Billie did you find Y/N cause Woah ho ho fuck I’ll just fuck off.” And it got a little awkward but hey at least it’s not my fault.