Billie Eilish x Male reader (Discontinued)

Chapter 28

New York-Presbyterian Hospital (Picture above)
Y/N’s POV

    Ahhhh fuck. What the fuck happened. I opened my eyes and instantly had a headache. Fuck. I closed them and waited for a while then opened them slowly. I was still having the headache but it was less and I see that as an absolute win. I tried moving my arms and legs and it worked. Thank God I am not paralyzed. I sat myself in an up and the first thing I noticed was that I had was wearing a mask to help me breath. Shit did I have a fucking seizure? I didn’t dare to take it off. I looked around to see that the guys where here. I looked around the hospital room I was in clueless on what I should do next. “There should be a button so where.” I search and after a while I found the fucking thing and pressed it. *BBBUUUZZZ* “Shit that was louder than I expected.” Moments after a doctor came in. She looked at me and said “You can take off the breathing mask. Now that you woke up you don’t need it.” I nodded and took it off. “So can you tell me how you feel?” “Well I have a slight headache that’s about it.” She wrote something on the clipboard she was holding. “Hey Doctor what exactly happened to me?” she looked at me and said “Well you had a Psychogenic seizure which is just a fancy way of saying you had a seizure because you were really anxious and in distress.” “Oh seems like it really got to me.” “What?” “Nothing just talking to myself.” “Oh ok. So do you remember what happened?” I thought about it for a moment and said “No I don’t remember.

    One moment I was in my room the second I was here.” “Ok then. I think it would be best if you stayed the night here and you can go tomorrow. Nurses will come to take care of everything else the morning. Wake your friends up since you need someone to watch over you. I don’t even know why they are asleep at the moment.” she sighed and left. That should keep the guys out of trouble. I mean if the police knew what lead up to me being here shit would hit the fan. I sighed and stared at the roof for a while half expected to find Y/B/N hanging from it. After I gathered my thoughts I took my phone and threw it at Julian. I mean there where a lot of ways I could’ve woken them up with but I wanted him to hurt for that shitty boy scout knot he tied me with. The phone went and hit him square in the face. “Jackpot.” “What the fuck dude” I started laughing and all that seemed to wake up the rest of the guys. “Hey guys sleep well?” “Yea- OH SHIT YOU’RE AWAKE.” “Yes Nate I am awake. It’s really hard to kill me. So this is what is going to happen one of you is going to stand watch outside and the rest of you are going to tell me what the fuck actually happened.” “Oh shit I should call the others.” I was confused. “Finn what do you mean by ‘the others?’” “The girls went out to buy some food and we were supposed to stay watch but we fell asleep.” “By the girls you mean who exactly?” “Claudia, Billie and Alessia” I face palmed.

    “Fuck me.” “Don’t tell me you are still angry about what we did?” I looked at Josh dead in the eye and said sarcastically “No of course I am not cause the seizure fixed everything between us and I don’t hope grudges anymore. Fucking pieces of dog shit. Not you Finn your betrayal was canceled out when I tried to kill you. Really sorry about that btw. No hard feelings I hope.” Finn shook his head. “No hard feelings man. Imma call th-” and just before he finished the sentence the girl opened the door. “Hope we weren’t late.” “Hey guys, hey Y/N” she took a moment to process it while looking at me. “HOLY SHIT YOU ARE AWAKE” I sighed “Yes Billie I am awake.” I felt numb when I saw her. No feelings No comfort just plain old numbness. “Why did you do it Billie? From where did you get the bright idea of drugging me?” she stayed silent and didn’t even look at me in the eyes. I sighed and said “You know what don’t bother answering. Everyone except Finn, Ale and Claudia can fuck off. I am not in the mood to see or talk to anyone of you.” Claudia scoffed at me and said “You know I have had it up to here with your shit” “Stop Claudia” “No Finn I won’t stop someone has to tell him the truth.” “And what is the truth Claudia?” “The truth is that you are a spoiled little shit who doesn’t know when people care about you and orders everyone around like you own them. I mean what the fuck dude grow some self-respect and acknowledge everyone rather than bossing them around!” I stared at her for a while. “When you say spoiled what do you exactly mean?” “When I say spoiled I mean that you don’t know what suffering is li-” “Claudia that’s enough. Don’t speak about shit you don’t know about.” “Oh come on Julian let her finish. She was getting to the good part.” “No that’s enough. We’ll just go. Finn, Ale keep him safe. Claudia come with us.

    We need to talk about something.” she looked at me for a last time and I flipped her off and said “Make sure to tell her everything Julian.” and they exited the room. “Quite a girl you have there Finn. She has balls. I mean figuratively of course. Wait does she have balls? Holy shit it would be really surprising to find out she had balls while you were having sex. Like Go-” “Y/N you are getting off topic and yeah she is pretty awesome.” “Yeah.” We stayed silent for a while while Ale and Finn started eating their food. “Would you have killed him?” “What Ale” She looked at me dead in the eyes and said “I said if Claudia hadn’t said anything who you have slit Finn’s throat?” I thought about it for a second. “Yes I probably would have killed him.” Everyone stayed silent for a while. She scoffed at my statement. She put down her food and said “Ok I’ve had enough of this. If you’d excuse me I am going.” Neither Finn nor I said anything for a while after she left. “So…aren’t you gonna leave too since you know that you would’ve been dead if it wasn’t for your girlfriend?” he laughed and said “Dude I might not be as close of a friend as the guys but that doesn’t mean I don’t care about you man. I mean yes you probably would’ve killed me but I understand from what place you are coming from so I can forgive you when you do or say some senseless shit.” I face palmed. “You O’Connell people are just too nice to exist.” “Maybe we are but we exist and we are here for you both Billie and I.” I sighed. “I know where this is going. I can’t trust her man not after what she did.” “What after she thoughtfully got the idea that you needed sleep? We both knew you would’ve sleep either way and the later it got the more damage you’d do to your body. But the funny thing is that she wasn’t even the person who came up with the idea.” “Wait really?”

    “Yep. She told me Justin came up with the idea at first then she told the guys.” I took a moment to process what he just told me. Even though they technically did drug me Finn does make a good point. “Fuck you and your O’Connell logic. Ok I will consider it. It’s really nice to have someone to help me look at the bigger picture yk.” He smiled and said “Anytime man.” “Ok but what do I do with Ale” “That’s simple. All you have to do is wait till she makes a move. She’s probably shaken with what happened and with you not caring about living. So the best thing you can do is wait till she talks to you.” “Ok man” We ended up talking for a good hour about a lot of stuff. It really helped to have a fresh perspective to help me through life. “Ok Y/N imma sleep. See ya in a couple of hours.” “Yeah man. I’ll wake you up in the morning. Could you hand me my phone” “How did it get here?” “Well I threw it on Julian to wake him up” “Classic” “Ikr” He handed me my phone and went to sleep. I have a lot of thinking to do.