My made up song

chapter 14

 Izuku Pov

I was really starting to understand just how lucky I was. I have such an amazing life, and regardless of what has happened to me... to all of us, I know that no matter what, i'll be okay. Healing takes time, and I was beginning to genuinely believe that. It was something I'd been told for years but I never thought to just sit back and listen. It was really an awakening for me when Kachaan broke down that night. It made me realize that my pain, and my suffering had an effect on others. The things I did, things I said... they mattered. The people around me that loved me and cared about me, they needed me to be okay. They wanted me to be here, to be alive... to be healthy.

It wasn't easy, not by any means. It was a battle, one that I was still facing every day. It was something I knew I would face for the rest of my life, but I was okay with that. The pain and the trauma would always be there, and while It had its moments.. It was more manageable now. Sometimes I could go a full day without even thinking about it. It was something I was very proud of.

There was a knock on the door that snapped me from my thoughts, I turned to look over my shoulder as the door was pushed open. Uraraka pushed through, her smile stretching widely across her face and causing her eyes to almost disappear as they squinted. It was a genuine happiness. I was happy to see her return to her... she deserved it so much, and for a moment I allowed myself to think about everything I've put her through over the years. She was an amazing friend, and an even better person. I was so thankful for her.

"You ready?" she spoke, voice high with excitement. I chuckled at her enthusiasm, hands fumbling with the tie around my neck. They shook slightly, my nerves getting the best of me. She shut the door behind her, walking across the room and grabbing my shaking hands to guide them away from my neck. She tied the tie for me, making quick work of the knot before looking up into my eyes. Her eyes shone with fresh tears, cheeks pink and lips stretching into a proud smile. She was proud.

"I'm nervous.." I had to admit it, to say it out loud. There was nothing in me that questioned my decision, but damn if I wasn't shaking in my skin. It was a pretty big deal after all.

She nodded in understanding, hands sliding down to grip my shoulders gently. "It's only natural to be nervous, but Izuku... you're marrying your best friend. Today is the happiest day of your life. Today is the beginning of every single tomorrow you'll ever live. The rest of your life, with Bakugo by your side... ew, you're sure you want to do this?" she joked, eyebrows raised in amusement. I laughed, swatting at her playfully.

"I'm definitely sure. It's just nerve-wracking! There's so many people out there!" I mumbled nervously.

She reached into the pocket of her dress, pulling out a small, vintage looking pin. She opened her hands, presenting the object to me. My breath caught in my throat at the sight... It was a small, vintage pin, A blue hummingbird. The one my mom used to wear. Tears swelled in my eyes and I clutched my chest, hand resting over my heart. I snapped my eyes up to Uraraka, her expression identical to mine. How did she-? What?

"Y-your mom.. She gave this to me several years ago, she made me promise to give it to you the day you got married. Zuku', I know that this isn't the most traditional wedding, and that neither of your parents are here to walk you down the aisle.. But i wanted you to have this... something old, borrowed, and blue." she spoke softly, moving to pin the small bird to my chest. It rested beautifully against my dress shirt, and I could feel my mom clearly. It was almost like she was here, physically. I brushed over the pin with the tips of my fingers, heart yearning to hug her, to talk to her... I wish more than anything she would have been here for this... but I know that she is. Maybe not in the way I'd always pictured, but she is here. She always has been.

I pulled Uraraka into a tight embrace, squeezing her and mumbling my thanks. I pulled away with a huff, a new sense of determination resting behind my eyes. "Let's walk down this aisle, my man is waiting!" She cheered in approval, interlocking her arm with mine as we walked through the doors.

The music played gently, family and friends spread across benches and chairs. Everyone looked so happy for us, like they'd been rooting for us all along. Maybe they were, we were just too blind to see it. I'm glad I finally opened my eyes... i'm so, so happy.

At the end of the aisle, waited the most well dressed Katsuki Bakugou I'd ever seen. His eyes watered as we approached, bottom lip wobbling as I stared into his eyes. This was the love of my life, my heaven and earth combined standing in front of me. I didn't think I would ever experience the kind of love he gave me. I never thought I was worthy of it... he showed me that I was important, special, beautiful. Uraraka handed me over to him, I laughed as they glared at each other playfully. She took her place next to me, beaming as she handed me the ring for Katsuki. Kirishima handed Kachaan my ring as well, eyes crinkling in his own sharp toothed smile. Kachaan scoffed at him, but there was only happiness and endearment behind it.

When it came time to our vows, I knew what I wanted to say without needing a paper or a script. My voice shook as I looked into the familiar red of his eyes, lost in the comfort of the rubiness of them. It occured to me even more then, that I would get to stare into these eyes for the rest of my life.

"From the first day I met you, I was drawn to you... like a moth to a flame. I was always there, a step behind you. Just so blown away by everything that is you, kachaan. You are everything that I never thought I would have. You are love embodied in human form, you are passion within a single gaze, strength within tears and so much more. You're my hero, my savior, and the love of my life. Your voice is my favorite song, made up of stars and fire embers and every happy thing I could ever think of. You stuck around when things seemed impossible to bear, and instead of running for the hills.. You took care of me, of us! I will love you, endlessly for the rest of my days. I hope that I can provide you with half as much as you've given me, I love you Kachaan. Today, tomorrow, and always." I finished, tears rolling down my face. He sniffled in response, grin impossibly wide on his face.

"And now, you may kiss th-"

The officant was interrupted by grabbing my face and pulling me into the most passionate kiss we had ever shared. I could feel every ounce of love and reassurance in that single kiss. This was exactly where I was supposed to be...Next to him, with him here next to me, with Our friends and family surrounding us and cheering at our newfound life together. This journey was new, and scary... but I was prepared for what the future would bring for us.

"I introduce to you, Mr and Mr. Bakugo Katsuki!"

I giggled, eyes shining and heart exploding with happiness. Izuku Bakugo... I liked the sound of that.