Stop Being Fake In Reality

My Special Day

Saturday, January 14, 2017  My 19th birthday, the day I can gather with my family, friends and lovers.  Just a simple event but touched my feelings.  But at that time there was a sense of disappointment and sadness, my beloved Bagaskara did not come because he had to be assigned outside the area.  There was no news, words and sweet smile that completed the night.  Having a long distance relationship, and being a partner of a country man who is always ready to be left at any time and in any condition makes me want to give up.  However, that is my choice whether I want it or not, I have to accept and be patient, I just need to be more grateful in living it.  There is one hope when I blow out the candle, "I want to meet and release miss with him" (I hold back tears).

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