Im so confused. My heads spinning. Its up in the sky drifting around in a swirl of excitement and change in my life. My hearts beating at 50 beats per second wondering what happens now.
I've spent 3 years of my life loving and waiting for this moment and now its come I feel like theirs a black hole in my life.
No more nights to be spent thinking about him and how perfect we would be together. No more perfect situations to be imagined in my head and to be dreamt to become true.
All gone in seconds. But of course I can't just express my undying love for him just like that. I need to make him wait. You know, just to make sure its true.
"Brad wait. I already knew :)"
"Oh. How did you know?" He asked as I read it with his voice in my head.
"By the way you text me, look at me. And especially the way you act around me" I replied trying to make the list longer but unfortunately failing.
"But I text like this to everyone?"
"Its really hard to explain"
I can't believe what just happened! Its crazy. I can't wait to see him tomorrow because we will act so different. But suddenly I remembered something that stabbed me in the back as pain flooded across my whole body starting with my stomach. He still has a girlfriend. What the hell is he doing!
"What on earth are you doing about your girlfriend? Shouldn't you dump her if you love me?!"
"Thats the only thing about it"
Whats he on about? He's always confused me ever since day one.
"What? Bradley your really making me anxious"
"I love her too...I think..."
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Why I love you
FanfictionBradley and Ashleigh are the two best friends and its always been together forever with them two. Until Bradley tells her something one day that could change their friendship forever. Read on to find out
