Why I love you

The Splendid Day

The rest of that well-looked-forward-too Friday was much the same as any other Friday. Trying to hang around with some of my other mates like I usually do because if I hang around with Brad, people will start to think we have a crush on each other.

People already are actually.

We do have crushes on each other but what frustrates me is if people actually care about Brad (like they say they do) then they would know he has a 'girlfriend'.

Well maybe.

For now.

Anyway, I always do one of those cheeky glances that I die to do whilst I'm talking to someone special just to see what he's getting up too with his old school friends of his. I said special because some of my closest friends know that I tend to look around a lot whilst I'm speaking which I really hate because it's rude.

Back in the good old days whenever we were in line for a class or in the longest que of my life for food, he would put his arm up and lean against me because I'm shorter then him. My heart would tense up inside as well as skip a beat whilst trying to calm my vibrating nerves so that it wouldn't show I was over the moon.

Long story short he did that to me again today for the first time in forever whilst waiting in line for our once-a-week RE lesson. And the thing is he was kinda tugging me towards him as well so I was really close to his thin, muscular body whilst nearly feeling his warm, welcoming breath slithering down my neck.

It gives me goosebumps and shivers whenever I think about it.

I can't.

I need to know the truth about Brad.

Is this true love for the first time in my life?

Or

Is he using me for some silly little joke?

Authors note//

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Hopefully will write some more once school ends

Ali x