Shadows

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I began to lean in as well,  I put my hands at his chest backing away.

 

“Im sorry I can’t do this” I whispered shaking my head backing away from Niall.

 

“no its my fault, don’t go, we are just friends I get it, I just got carried away” He said trying to hold my hand. I flinched and shook my head once again “I have to go” and I ran off.

 

As I ran towards my dorm room  i bumped into someone, I landed on the floor with a thud, when I looked up I saw Harry smirking down at me “oh look who it is?” he said reaching his hand out to lift me up. I refused and got up by myself.

 

“hey hey, were you crying?” he asked concern in his eyes, thats when I noticed my tear covered cheeks, I wiped away my tears.

 

“um no, im fine, bye” I started to walk off, but Harry grabbed me again “you’re not fine, what's wrong”

 

“I said I was fine, leave me alone” I said now getting mad.

 

“okay whatever” he raised his hands up as if he surrendered.

 

I kept walking, shaking my head, how could I have let someone catch me crying, Im so stupid he is probably gonna go ahead and---

 

“what were those pills you dropped earlier?” he asked, from behind, when did he follow me?

 

I grabbed him by the collar of his shirt pulling him into my room, closing the door and pushing him against it.

 

“when I say leave me alone, I mean leave me alone, those pills are none of your damn business, so leave it the FUCK alone” then in one swift move he pinned me against the door.

 

“I was just concerned, and since when do you have all this strength in you, your just some nerd” he smirked. He leaned in “its hot how strong you really are”. His grip on me was strong and I couldn’t get out of it.

 

He had me pinned up against the brick wall, I felt the blood at the back of my head, my hands starting to loose feeling-- No! stop no more memories

 

I started to hyperventilate, I needed the pills, Harry noticed me and loosened his grip a little, I took that opportunity and punch him in the stomach, pushing him to the ground.

 

I heard him groan, I ran towards my drawers trying to find my anxiety pills, I pulled them out swallowing without water. I crouched by my bed, hugging my knees to my chest, rocking back and forth slightly, heard footsteps, I looked up and saw Harry holding his abdomen.

 

“oh my god, are you okay? fuck what did I do?” he started pacing around