LOST | VKOOK

CHAPTER FIFTEEN

this gonna be so sad sorry guys )):

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When they woke up it was nothing like Taehyung would have expected, he woke up by Jungkook gently placing kisses down his jawline until he reached the boy's chin and went straight up to his lips, kissing them right when Taehyung opened up his eyes, waking up by those soft kisses from the boy he loved the most.
He forgot for about a minute about the fact that they were broken up, he just snuggled closer to the boy who was still wrapped up in the older's arms, pressing his body to Taehyung's.
Their kiss seemed to last forever-, it took Taehyung a dozen tries to get his mind stop spinning from how amazing it felt kissing him right here, right now. The bright sunlight shining through the curtains on 8am in the morning.

It seemed to be a pretty day outside, no clouds anywhere to be seen, the sky in such a light blue that it could become Taehyung's favorite color.

If only his favorite color wasn't already the color of Jungkook's eyes as he realized once again when Jungkook pulled back from the kiss and stilled, looking deeply into Taehyung's dark eyes. There were no words needed, both boys knew exactly that a kiss was something both were longing for since the day all this drama started-, a kiss like this. Not a meaningless one that was exchanged during sex.

"What's that about, baby?", Taehyung asked, blinded by the younger's puppy face with those pouty lips and a cheeky grin playing around his lips. "Did you make up your mind?"

Jungkook looked dumbfounded for a bit, lifting his brows before he sat up in bed and brought distance back in between them, "No, why would I?"

"You just kissed me as if we never fought-", Taehyung whispered, disappointment swinging along his raspy voice.

Jungkook shrugged and then got up. He seemed so fine, there was nothing left of the boy who cried so hard last night, shedding angry tears over this whole situation-, he just smiled and the world seemed to be alright. At least for him.
"I kissed you because you're a good kisser", he grinned. "And you weren't waking up, so-"

Taehyung nodded slowly, "It's only 8am, why do we have to wake up early? Shouldn't you be hungover?"
The younger shook his head, pointing to the aspirin and his empty water cup, "Seems like I was smart enough last night to put everything I'll need right on my nightstand."

Tae gulped dryly, he didn't even remember that Taehyung was the one who brought him all this, just like he was the one who brought him to bed and saved from more embarrassing happenings at that bar. Jungkook however decided to act as if he wouldn't remember how much he cried last night, maybe if he pretended to be fine-, he'd actually be fine sooner or later.
"Let's go on a city trip. We're only in Chicago for a short time, we should enjoy it, shouldn't we?"

Taehyung nodded, "Sure", he said and then sat up as well, stretching his arms as he yawned tiredly. Other than Jungkook the older didn't get much sleep last night. He had waited till the boy fell asleep in his hug and then just cried for a few hours-, not knowing how to stop. All he wanted was to hold this boy forever but he didn't even seem to want to be hold. "Let's make our last few weeks memorable", Jungkook cheered and then got up, heading over to the dresser where he pulled out a hoodie from Taehyung.
The older's heart ached a little when he saw Jungkook wearing his fluffy sweater, it suited him so well. He was made for wearing Taehyung's clothes, they looked perfect on him. But while Jungkook acted as if he didn't notice Taehyung's stare and the tiny tear that fell off his cheek, Taehyung could only hold back the sobs because he knew he couldn't be the weak one in this.

In the end, he was the one who ruined everything.
It's not like Taehyung didn't try to make it right, he had put Jungkook first in everything-, he had filled countless pages in his diary with him but the younger seemed to not even have read until there. There were days when he spent in so much happiness that he doubted for a second if he deserved it. He put his team at work behind Jungkook, made sure to almost always do what Jungkook wanted him to.
Sadly almost is never enough.