i checked the message seeing it was from a fan, it was a post zion had made. i wasn't sure why i was sent it but after noticing the caption i understood.
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@ zionkuwonu - thank you for everything, for being my bestfriend and girlfriend. sammi and i have broken up, there wasn't any trust and a bunch of lies were thrown in. we are both toxic for each other and no matter how much we might want to be together it still wouldn't be good for us. i wish things could've worked out differently. @ sammisanchez
@ user 1 - zaylani for the win !
@ user 2 - :( hope both of y'all are okay.
@ user 3 - sion = over / zaylani = happening - 625 likes -
@ user 4 - @ jaylani.cruz - @ jaylani.cruz - everyone stop tagging me !! respect them and not do this bullshit. zion and i were never anything, just a fan and a idol. please stop tagging me in anything. 🖤 ___________________________________
i decided to respect their breakup and not say anything mean. i would know what heartbreak felt like. i put my phone down with a sigh.
"you good?" jason asked. i looked at him, nodding no. i actually liked z and admitting to the fact that we were nothing, broke my heart. each time i said things about zion and i, hurt. i liked him, yes but i was fan. nothing but a fan to him.
"it just sucks you know?" i replied. i layed my head on his shoulder, shaking. no matter how many time i tell myself we were nothing the more i break my own heart.
"what happen?" he asks. his hands meet my arm, rubbing it as a comforting gesture.
"you know that one band i like right?" i ask. he nods, and i get started to tell the whole story.
"wow, that actually crazy.." he says. i finished telling him everything, from start to end. how i talked to my idol for the first time to when he broke my heart. i didn't feel like a fan and of course i would say that, i met my idol, talked to them personally and had some pretty deep conversations with them. as soon that happened everything went to shit.
"i sound so dumb," i laugh a bit. i wipe the tiny tears and put my hair up.
"no you don't, if he dosent want you i'm sure someone else does." he admits, i nod and lay down on the couch.
"i wish it were different," i say. i pull up the small blanket and focus my eyes on the tv.
"not tryna steal your spotlight but i have something to tell you," he looks at me desperately.
"yeah, whatsup?" i get back up and sit across from him.
"u-uhm, i'm-" he stutters.
"whatttt???" i laugh. he just looks at me worried.
"i'm-im gay." he admits. i smile and hug him.
"i know kid," i say. his expression changes to confused. "i've been your bestfriend for years, also the way you act and dress. boi you ain't like i wouldn't know."
"wow, that was scary." he holds his heart and laughs, i join in and lay back down with him, continuing to watch the show.
3 hours have gone by and jason has fell asleep, i return to my phone, checking my feed. i kept getting tagged in that post z made even though i told them not to. i rolled my eyes and seen many sad edits of sion and felt terrible. i really hated their relationship because z couldn't like me the way he liked sammi.
"such an idiot," i whispered to myself. i was on my phone for a solid 20 minutes until a message from z interrupted me.
@ zionkuwonu
zionkuwonu - did you mean what you commented ? about not being anything?
that was weird, i thought to myself. i put my phone down and went to the kitchen, getting a snack. is it me or am i overthinking? like why did he ask that? does he care? i sighed and walked back to the living room with some chips and a water, i put the show back on and got comfy.
it didn't take long for my mind to wander again, i was thinking about ways i could "get over" him. i mean like technically, we didn't do anything. we were just 'friends' but any girl would fall for zion.. even me?
