Chapter 5-Vic's POV

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by Loserific

by Loserific

(A/N this is going to a be really short chapter, and it's Vic's point of view from the last chapter.)

I waited to receive a text back from that random Kellin. I'm pretty sure he thinks I'm weird, or a stalker. I have this small ounce of hope that maybe we'll become friends, or maybe even something more. I don't know, my emotions always confuse me. I'm never sure if I'm happy or sad anymore.

Beeeep

A message from Kellin, maybe? I excitedly went over to my phone just to realize that it was just my mom saying she was going to get home late. "Why am I so anxious to recieve a message from a complete stranger," I mumbled out loud, when another Beeeep, interrupted my thoughts. It was actually a message from Kellin.

Hey, um. I'm not sure if this is real or a joke. I guess if you are serious we could be friends. Maybe tell me a little bit about yourself?-Kellin

Why would he think this wasn't serious? Is he one of those really paranoid people or something? Oh well.

Why would I not be serious about this, you honestly seem really cool, I replied.

I'm not, I'm actually a big dweeb and loser, He replied.

I hate when people talk about themselves like that so I instantly respond, I doubt that.

Oh but I am- Kellin

Really now? Why don't you tell me about yourself?-Vic

I'm seventeen, I'm pretty fucking boring, I only watch anime and listen to music. I'm not attractive either. I don't really talk to people and I hardly have friends.-Kellin

"He just lied on many levels", I thought out loud

I replied with, How don't you have friends, anime is amazing, and your posts are beautiful, I may have stalked your page a bit. You're also very attractive, well from the one picture I've seen, Of course contradicting everything he said.

Oh gosh! No, I'm pretty fucking lame, and if anyone is attractive its you, I had to read this over a few times, me? a? I think not. He's the attractive one now what to reply with to not sound lame and awkward. Then it hit me, why not reply with something funny?

Woah there we've only just started talking, haha.

So you haven't told me about yourself yet, He just changed the subject maybe I shouldn't have said that. I sighed regretting what I just sent.

Well, I'm basically just as you explained yourself but I'm hella gay (; and proud, I replied thinking that I sound cool, were in reality I probably sounded a lot more like a loser than normal.

You must've partied coming out the closet. "Hella Gay", I've never heard that one before. I can't lie I did end up laughing at that response more than I should've. I was really tired and as much as I hated it I had to go to sleep.

I replied to Kellin with one eye open saying I had to go and ended up drifting off into to sleep.

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Hey guys sorry this chapter is shitty. But I've been feeling really bad dealing with depression and such. But hey I tried.