Dancing With A Stranger 《JHS》✓

07 Do You Love Her?

"I'm sorry I came here this late and without any notice. It's late and I can't sleep because I keep thinking about you and about us. And I think, the best way is to come here and apologize." her sentence still lingering in my ear and she doesn't even give me chance to understand her sentences.

"I didn't think straight that day and being a selfish one, I don't even think about your feelings at all. That you're hurting too. I only cares about my own feelings and that's stupid. I shouldn't have leave like that. I-" she keeps blabbering and stealing glance at me, while me? Nah, I can't say a thing.

At least, not now. I can't.

"I'm sorry, for act like a child and left you without any text or calls. W-Would you forgive me?" Hesitantly, she took a step closer to me and slowly reaching out her hand to hold mine.

I didn't pull back or anything. I'm watching her closely.

"Hoseok?" she whispers again softly as the reaction of my silence.

"Do you think I will forgive you?" I asked softly but loud enough for her to look up at me.

She was surprised.

"Y-You don't?"

"I didn't say that. I was just asking, what do you think? Do you think I'll forgive your or not?" I tried my best to not showing any emotion, I really want to know what she thinks about me.

"Of course you will." It took a while for her to finally give me an answer with her little smile as the bonus.

"And why is that so?" I loosened up a little and playing with her.

"Because you love me."

Wait.

Love?

Do I?

"Do I?" it slipped out of my lips out of my control and I regret it.

Jung Hoseok, are you on drugs?

"Of course you do." Her answer caught me off guard but what she does next makes me feel even worst.

She holds my arms softly, tip a toe and kiss me.

I'm a liar if I say I don't enjoy the kiss.

She gives the best kisses ever, even better than Chaewon. She's a good kisser and that's the truth but-

She doesn't deserve a loser like me.

"Jiwoo." I whisper her name while add a little gap between us. "Let's go somewhere with me." I flash her a smile and she return it willingly.

Soon, we arrived in a familiar park and before she questions anything. I turned to her and shut her down first.

"Stay here and don't go anywhere. I'll be right back, okay?" she was about to protest but I don't let her.

Few minutes later, I came back with two cups of cooked ramen with eggs and sausage. Once she helps me open the door, she gasped at the sight.

"Oh my God, Hoseok- why you? I-I-" She keep blabbering but I just hand her a cup of ramen for her.

"I remember you said that eating ramen in midnight like this inside a car with your lover would be the best date ever. It's midnight and I was hungry so-"

"And you're my lover?" she giggles as if she already knows the answer before slowly eating her ramen.

"You're the one who said I love you, why are you asking now?" I pretend to whine and start eating mine too.

"So you don't?"

Do you love her, Hoseok?