Dancing With A Stranger 《JHS》✓

08 Let's Not See Each Other

YOUR POV

"You're the one who said I love you, why are you asking now?" He asked casually.

"So you don't?" and I asked a question that I should've never ask when I already know the answer.

I knew his heart yet I cling to him like a pathetic girl. Who would've thought I would really fall for my one night stand partner as well? I thought it was just a one night stand. I thought that I will get over him soon.

Last week, I still reassure myself saying I'm not in love with him. It was just a little attraction to him and I was just lonely after Yoongi dumped me. I made up tons of reasons just not to running back at him but look what he made do. In the middle of the night like this, I come running back to his embrace.

He doesn't love y-

"I love you." wait- did I hear it right?

It coming from Jung Hoseok? The man beside me who casually slurping on his ramen?

"Really?" sometime I hate myself that always seeking for more confirmation.

But what to do? That's the effect for getting betrayed too many times.

"Yeah, now eat your ramen. It's the best timing to eat it now." He still continues without sparing a glance.

But if you mean it why you don't even look at me?

It's not that I don't trust him.

I just don't trust him when he said he loved me.

Maybe because I don't feel it.

"Thank you for the ride and for the midnight trip as well." I whisper slowly as he stopped his car right in front of my house.

"You mean, your ideal midnight date idea, isn't it?" He chuckles and I followed along, can't help but nodding.

"Yeah, a best midnight date idea. We should do it more often you know."

"I would love to but-" He left his sentence hanging and my worries came back at me.

I was loosened up and forget about all of my worries for a while because he makes me so comfortable but now, maybe I have to face it again.

"But?"

"Can you close your eyes for a while?" His questions make me confused but I do it anyway.

Maybe because my curiosity is bigger and I wanted to find it out faster.

It was silence for a while and all I could hear is the machine's sound and soft sigh of him. What's he going to do? Why I-

wait- why-

He kissed me.

And I kissed him back.

We've kissed so many times on the bed and when we're drunk but we never share a kiss like this when we're sober. It was usually a peck on cheeks or forehead. The one I did in his house is the first time ever and it was me who kiss him first, now he--?

Is that means?

"I'm sorry, Jiwoo."

"W-What do you mean?"

"Let's not see each other anymore."

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