Dancing with your ghost
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I was holding my mp3 and earphones, I suddenly sat on my bed with a sad face. I looked at the right side of my room where my mirror place and looked my reflection.
Luha. Walang hanggang luha ang tumulo sa mga mata ko.
It's been a months since he left me, and I am still mourning to his death. I just can't accept it. I can't accept the fact that he died first and left me here alone.
"Baby, please comeback..." wala sa sarili kong sabi.
Nilagay ko sa aking tenga ang earphones at pinatugtog ang paborito kong kanta. When I met you...
Inilibot ko ang paningin ko at nakita ko siyang nakatayo sa veranda ng kwarto ko.
Walang pag aalinlangang tumayo at tumakbo papalapit sa kanya, I hug him very very tight.
"May I have this dance baby?" Tanong niya pero umiling lang ako, ayoko baka sa isang iglap bigla na naman siyang mawala.
"Please?" He pleaded me. Napabuntong hininga na lang ako ng unti unti siyang gumalaw. Sumayaw kami ng nakaakap, kinuha niya ang isang earphones sa tenga ko at nilagay niya iyon sa kanyang tenga.
"I will miss this." He said and then my tears rolled down my cheeks again.
Napahagulgol na ako, god why did you take him from me? I did everything. I serve you, I accept you and I trust you but why did you take my happiness this early!
"Can I dance with your ghost forever?" I asked him. 'Di siya nag salita. Tinignan ko ang kanyang matang may luha na.
I wiped his tears. "Don't cry baby, please." I said as I hug him again.
"Stop mourning me, baby. Let me go to heaven, 'Di kita maiwan ng ganito ka. Baby please?" Ang sakit marinig nun. Sobrang sakit.
"Just let me dance with you for the last time then." I said as we dance again.
He was my last dance and my last man.
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