behind the walls

Here we go

     harry pov 

Here we go now i have to go teach that dark arts class and i can't get out of it because i need the money to pay for a flat when i leave hogwarts and how am i supposed to go though my days their knowing i'm the reason so many people died at mine and voldemort's hands, i don't even talk to anyone in my class anymore not even ron or hermione i try to stay away from them because i'm scared they are going to hate me and leave me so my best bet was to leave them before they could leave me. I looked up at the clock in my room and sighed well i have to go teach now i wonder who is in this class all i know is its a slytherin class. i walked out of my office and down the stairs and looked at the students aka my pears and they looked back next thing i knew they all started talking loud asking a lot of questions so many that i couldn't here myself think. i finally got up to the front of the class and yelled to them " BE QUIET!!" they stopped in shock and i smiled to myself. I looked around the room and noticed a lite pink haired boy was he new? i asked myself, only one way to find out. " so i'm going to call attendance when i call your name please stand and say here and sit back down. is that clear?" i asked the class "yas sir." they all said together. i called all their names except one. "draco malfoy?" he stood up and he was the boy with the pink hair i was stunned he changed he had a different glow in his beautiful eyes he smiled at me. wait HE SMILED AT ME WTF SINCE WHEN DOES HE DO THAT!!. "okay then have a seat draco." he did as i said and he was looking at me all of class i was teaching them how to use magic with using their minds and to make it more powerful. it was the end of class  and i went to my office and took off my robe and tie and sat down and started typing on my typewriter, i herd foot steps coming up the stairs and a small knock on the door. "yesss" i said not looking away from the typewriter. " harry...." the voice said softly. i looked up to see draco is pale skin his glimmering eyes and his pretty pink hair. "y-yes draco?" i said not meaning to stutter. "can i sit?" he said pointing to the chair in front of my desk. i nodded and moved my typewriter. "what is it you need draco?" i asked folding my hands in my lap sitting back in my chair. "i need to tell you i'm sorry for hurting you and bullying you for all those years, i also have to admit i have been in love with you since 4th year and didnt know how to tell you...."he said looking down embarrassed and nervous. I blushed and got up from my seat and sat on the desk next to him and put my hand on his hand. " its okay" i said softly and he looked up me. "really it is?" he said with a nervous look in his eyes." i like you to but i didn't know how to say it without you punching me in the face." i said looking down remembering the time he broke my nose on the train. i winced remembering the pain and touched my nose softly. " yeah i'm sorry for breaking your nose...i knew someone cold fix it with magic so i did it for my ego but i did feel really bad for it. i'm sorry." he said looking at me and stood up and kissed my nose and hugged me burring his face into my shoulder, he smelled so nice, like vanilla and honey it was so nice. "harry do you forgive me or hurting you so many times?" he said hugging tighter like his life depended on me to say yes i forgive him."i do forgive you draco i understand your life was hard growing up so was mine." i said remembering my aunt and uncle and that pig dudley. " he pulled away and smiled i could see the excitement and happiness in his eyes  suddenly his lips where on mine and he started kissing me softly i kissed back and he turned us around and he pushed me into the chair he was siting in before  and kissed me more and sat on my lap i put my hand on his back and up his shirt he kissed my neck and pulled away and smiled softly at me and put his hand on my cheek. "be mine" he said softly then kissed me again harder. 

Draco pov

"be mine" i said then kissed him again harder and then pulled away slowly. "draco are you sure?" harry asked unsure i could tell he was thinking on a teacher student relationship. "harry your still a student in the schools eyes just teaching one class and not actually taking any other classes because you already took them...we can be together if you want to be...if not then-" he stopped me by kissing me gently i kissed back. "its okay ill be with you but promise me one thing draco." he said and put his hand on m cheek." yes?" i said softly."i have a hard time with getting out of depression and have break downs every so often, promise me if i need you you will be their for me and calm me down best you can and if i'm depressed just sit with me and just be their. please" he said his voice getting softer and he looked down. " i can do that for you yeah." i said looking at him and his head came up and he smiled a little. "really?" he said like its the first time anyone actually cared about him. "yes if it means to be with you and make you happy then yes." i said he smiled and kissed me softly. " okay well its time for lunch do you want to go down to the hall and eat?" he asked me i nodded i was hungry. i got up off his lap and he stood up and put his tie back on and his robe and we headed to the hall for lunch we got their and before he opens the door he kissed me gently. "behave now okay i don't want to see you in detention." he said smiling i rolled my eyes. "okay fine i wont i promise." i said we went into the hall and i sat at my table and ate he went to the teachers table and ate as well i looked at him and he smiled and pointed to my cheek i wiped my cheek and it was some of the pudding i had for dessert.  lunch was soon over and i waited for harry and he came up behind me suddenly and kissed my neck i laughed a little because the kisses tickled a bit. " you want to go rest we have an hour or two for break?" he asked me i nodded and we went to his room because i didn't want to go to my dorm at all i hated it. we got to his room it was big it had a living room a bathroom and a bedroom no kitchen other then a sink and a small fridge he must have brought with him and i then noticed bottle of pills i looked at him. "oh my meds yeah their meant to help with depression  and my emotional problems from my past and painkillers from getting hurt during the war." he said putting them away he was not used to people in his space like he was before the war. he took off his rode and tie and unbuttoned his shirt some and he sat on his bed and patted the side of it his bed was a size queen so their was plenty of room for me and him. i took of my robe and tie and my shirt and got in next to him i laid my head on his shoulder and as i got comfortable i moved my head to his chest and cuddled him close. "you feeling okay?" he asked softly cuddling me back. "mhm tired i ate a little to much so i'm more tired then i would normally be by now." i said cuddling closer to him. " okay if you need to move or adjust go ahead okay." he said i nodded and started falling asleep and i felt his hand rub my back i smiled and fell asleep.