behind the walls

learning new things

Harry pov

I went to my office and sat down i turned on my radio and put in a CD and it began playing my chemical romance i never told you what i do for a living, i turned up the volume and was singing along quietly and it only got louder the deeper into work i got. i started singing every lyric as the song repeated

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RXXi_wCri4w

(you don't have to listen to it but you are more then welcome to)

Stay out of the light
Or the photograph that I gave you
You can say a prayer if you need to
Or just get in line and I'll grieve you
Can I meet you, alone
Another night and I'll see you
Another night and I'll be you
Some other way to continue
To hide my face
Another knife in my hands
A stain that never comes off the sheets
Clean me off
I'm so dirty babe
The kind of dirty where the water never cleans off the clothes
I keep a book of the names and those
Only go so far 'til you bury them
So deep and down we go
Touched by angels, though I fall out of grace
I did it all so maybe I'd live this every day
Another knife in my hands
A stain that never comes off the sheets
Clean me off
I'm so dirty babe
It ain't the money and it sure as hell ain't just for the fame
It's for the bodies I claim and lose
Only go so far 'til you bury them
So deep and down we go
Down
And down we go
And down we go
And down we go
And we all fall down
I tried
I tried
And we'll all dance alone to the tune of your death
We'll love again, we'll laugh again
And it's better off this way
And never again, and never again
They gave us two shots to the back of the head
And we're all dead now
Well never again, and never again
They gave us two shots to the back of the head
And we're all dead now
Well I tried
One more night
One more night
Well I'm laughin' out, cryin' out, laughin' out loud
I tried, well I tried, well I tried
'Cause I tried, but I lied
I lied
I tried
I tried
I tried, well
And we'll love again, we'll laugh again
We'll cry again and we'll dance again
And it's better off this way
So much better off this way
I can't clean the blood off the sheets in my bed
And never again, and never again
They gave us two shots to the back of the head
And we're all dead now

i kept singing and finished the work when i noticed a small figure leaning on the door smiling gently and came in and turned it down some and kissed my cheek "you like them to huh?" draco asked softly i smiled "yeah i have enjoyed mcr for a while i had a crush on gerard way for a little bit but he is pretty straight hah." i said and he nodded. "well edward is down stairs i didn't want to risk dropping him he is in a crib i popped in the room with magic i hope you don't mind that." draco said looking at me "no its alright i just finished grading all the papers a lot of these kids don't know to much on dementores." i said smiling at how they should have listened to lupins lechers on dementores. "yeah you didn't see mine did you...?" draco asked and sat on my desk. " no because you didnt turn it in smarty pants." i said and he blushed "shiiiit that's what i forgot to do yesterday....oooopps" he said and looked down "you want me to give it to you?" he asked " no ill let it slid handsome." i said and got up and kissed him and picked him up off my desk and put him on the floor he smiled and walked out the room and went to get blue i followed him and he was holding blue in his arms it was so sweet to see him so loving for edward he would be a great parent to are own kids some day. "hay you gonna stop staring at me?" draco asked i shook my head and walked down the stairs and walked beside draco we went to the great all so i could eat something, we got to the great hall and i sat down at the gryffindor table and ate toast and eggs draco was bouncing edward and i smiled. "careful don't bounce him to much he will get sick on you and i would like to finish my food before that happens." he nodded and stopped and he leaned his head on my shoulder i smiled. "tired?" i asked draco softly. " a little he is too but i've been playing with him all morning and walking the halls with him we ended up bumping into professor mcgonagall  and she entarigated me on how i got edward and i explained how we are dating now and how you where busy with work so i took edward for a little while to eat breakfast and take a nap." he said i nodded " got it well after i'm done we can go back to my room and ill let you rest i need to make test though at some point this week for the younger classes." i said "thank merlin its not for use i would bomb it the first try i never paid attention to DADA." he said i sighed "you should have dray but that's fine if a dementor tries to eat your sole just call me..." i said being annoyed with him not paying attention to DADA class. "sorry i didn't find it as important i was more worried about becoming a death eater and trying to fake being one can you blame me for not paying attention in that class..." he said to me i could tell he was getting frustrated and angry so i stopped and pulled him to my chest. "i'm sorry i know you had a hard time with that  wasn't thinking about that but i am teaching you how to defend yourself against dementors okay" i said he nodded and yawnd. "okay lets get you to bed for a little bit okay." i said he nodded and we got up and went to my room he laid down after taking his shoes off and i put edward in his crib and kept the door open so if he cried i could hear him. i got into bed with draco and he cuddled me close. " let me know when its lunch time okay." he said quietly i nodded and he dosed off.