behind the walls

17

teddy pov

i loved victorie with all my heart but i was not ready for a baby in my life i can tell she wants me to be with her but i can't i think the best thing for use is to be apart for now until i'm able to mentally handle taking care of are daughter. i pulled away from her as she stood by the flu. "so are you ready then?" she asked as she wiped her face of tears and i looked at her "vic we are too young for this just give her up for adoption or something.." i said i know i sounded like an insensitive ass but what was i gonna do i was not ready and neither was she.

i heard a sigh from across the room is was my dad and father sitting on the couch looking at me with disappointment in their eye's. "victoire harry and i will be more then happy to be with you and help you when you need use okay" my dad said and she nodded "thank you it means a lot" she said and she looked at me one last time and spoke. "don't think about coming back you had your chance to be a man and own up to what you have done, but i guess your a swine with no heart to take care of your daughter." she said and she left "didn't she sound like snape? it was uncanny the words come out of her mouth like he was saying it." my father said and my dad nodded "teddy why would you let the poor girl rise that baby alone? why should she pay for your mistakes of not using protection." my dad said looking at me.

"look when i'm ready for that i will go back to her okay..." i said not knowing if i was really meaning it or just saying it to get them to leave me alone "son you know how hard it will be for her it took you dad to come in and raise you when you where one because i was working all the time and he had a strong bong with you do that with vicy." my father said holding my dads hand tightly "she can do it i know she can if i was their her life would just get worse do you really want me around her knowing i have dark magic?!" i said and they both looked at me "your magic is not dark it's stronger then normal yes you may get evil entenshanes at times but you control yourself well and you know how to be good." my father said sternly and i nodded.

i went back to the flu and left and went to my room it was empty pretty much i was used to being in victorie's room all the time so i had nothing on the walls and their was dust collection on my book shelves i decided to clean up and give my room a better look. i was done with in an hour it looked more like a man's room to me and i was happy with that.