behind the walls

the accident

Draco pov 

It has been a month now since harry and i started dating and i've never been so happy n my life he made me so happy and i loved him but i do think its too soon for me to say i love him just yet it might scare him and he can be sensitive to words, so i will give him time and wait till i do finally say it unless he says it before me which i would be happy with either way i do love him. Today i had harry's class in the morning and potions right after that, then my day if pretty free like harry i did get through most of my classes due to my father threatening teachers and they just never gave me anything else for classes other then quidditch which i keep skipping i don't even think harry knows i'm still on the team even though i don't go to practice. i sighed and stopped thinking and looked out the window by harry's bed i felt movement behind me and then i felt harry's hand snake around my waist and go to my chest and pulled me closer. His nose pressed on my neck and he cuddled me i smiled and closed my eyes for a second. "harry?" i asked and he kissed my neck. "go back to sleep dray~" he said to me ad i sighed, "i would but i can sleep anymore..." i said i looked at the clock it was 5 in the morning and i couldn't sleep until 8."babe i cant sleep im just going to take a shower or a bath and try to relax my mind okay?" i said and he pulled his arm away from my chest and he rubbed my back and my side and i smiled. "thank you" i said and i turned around and kissed him softly he kissed back and then i got up and took a shower after an hour of being in the shower i got out and dried off and put on clean underwear and put on my bath robe i walked out into what would be the kitchen and made myself coffee and had extra left in the pot for harry when he wakes up i went into edwards room and he was up he wasn't crying thank merlin he was just laying in his crib quietly i looked at him and smiled. "hay little man why are you up so early hmm?" i said to him softly he smiled and i put my coffee down and picked him up and changed him so harry wouldn't have to and i cradled him in one arm and had my coffee in my free hand i walked into mine and harry's room and he was still sleeping i smiled and i put down my coffee after taking a sip and  and i sat next to harry and laid down with edward still in my arms harry opened his eyes a little. "hay their blue is dray taking care of you?" he said softly and i smiled and looked at edward he cuddled into my chest and fell back asleep i smiled still and looked at harry he looked back at me with his sleepy emerald eyes he put his arm across my stomach and put his hand on my waist and pulled me closer to him and he kissed my neck and cheek. "you make an adorable mom~" he said cuddled me "thanks" i said sarcastically he laughed softly he started to fall back to sleep and so did i.

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(7:00am THAT MORNING)

Harry pov

i woke up and seen draco seeping with blue i was adorable seeing the blue haired baby sleep with my pink haired boyfriend. I smiled and kissed draco's cheek he moved a little and he looked at me and he smiled put his head on my chest. "do you want to put on your pajama pants and shirt and go get breakfast in the great hall?" i asked draco as i played with his soft hair. "yeah that's fine with me" he said softly cuddling me and bringing blue close to his chest it was so weird how close him and blue have gotten in the past month it was almost like blue and him where mother and some i mean i did act more of a father to blue but i am his god father so it makes sens i guess...."do you want to get food little blue bar?" draco asked blue in a cute voice blue looked at him and just stared i chuckled. "let go get him some food before he starts to cry."i said draco nodded he gave me blue and got up and took off his robe and  put on a pair of pajama pants and a t-shirt i already had on pants i just needed a shirt. He sat on the bed and put on his slippers and he grabbed blue with no hesitation at all i smiled and got up i put on a shirt and slippers as well and i looked at draco. " i'm going to grab his blanket it may be cold out" i said he nodded i went into blue's room and grabbed his blanket and i went back to where draco was i laid the blanket down on my bed and draco wrapped him up and cuddled him to his chest. "all set?" i asked draco nodded and he walked in front of me and went into the hall me following right behind him. As we walked down the hall draco kept getting closer to me to the point where i just decided to put my arm around his waist and pulled him to me and i kissed his cheek. He looked at me with a soft gaze " it took you to long to get this close to me so i fixed it." i said. "took you long enough to get my queue don't you think?" he asked "well i didn't know you wanted me to do that in general but i'm glad i did." i said and kisses his neck softly. we finally got to the great hall and we ate and we had a hard time trying to get edward to eat he kept pushing the food away he was about a year old but he normally would eat his food this concerned me i took him from draco and felt his head he was warm to warm, draco looked at me with pure worry in his eyes. "he has a temperature he may have a cold." i told him " but how we have been taking such good care of him their is no way he has a cold harry..." he said clearly in a panicked state. "he will be alright dray just calm down he may have eaten something that is doing this or he is just getting a bit sick." i told him i grabbed his hand and kissed it. "its okay dray" i said he nodded and sighed looking a blue, we decided to take him to the infirmary to get him looked at and make sure he was okay. we got their and the nurse took him and ran some tests on him. shortly after she told use we could go back their. " so mister potter it seems edward has a different kind of problem then normal his powers are coming faster then a common boys would and he seems to also be a Metamorphmagus like his mother but i would keep watch his temperature may rise if so bring him back in that case we would have to give him a potion to make sure his powers stay put until he is old enough to use them at the school. It seems for his case he can use magic with out a wand he may be the strongest wizard to come stronger the the dark lord was, lets hope the boy uses the powers for good and not evil like your self mister potter." she said it was clear that i would have to teach him the good of magic for his whole life instead of telling him a few times he is going to have to be told how strong he is at some point, lets just hope we tell him before he finds out himself. I looked at draco and he was looking at blue he was clearly amazed but scared the dark lord destroyed draco and now that me and him are raising a baby that is stronger then the dark lord must be so terrifying to understand for him right now. " okay so what may happen if his temperature gets higher then it is?" draco asked sitting on the bed blue was in holding his small hand. " he could possible get extremely sick his body is not aware of the amount of power it has yet it has not triggered in his brain because he is to young he is only 1 years old." she said i nodded "okay well should he stay here for you to monitor him?" i asked. "if you wish its up to you do either of you have any time off at all to take care of him?"she asked looking at me and draco. " i can i mean i only have DADA and potions so that's two days in the morning and right after DADA in the morning do have potions so on mondays and tuesday are both days i have DADA and potions, but i should be passing DADA and get out of it by next week if i do well enough." draco said looking at me and with a look as if i will get im out of that class. "alright then yes draco can watch him when i'm working  and we both can on weekends and in the afternoon." i said draco smiled it was odd it seemed like we where edwards parents making a schedule for who will watch him...i didn't mind it but i did miss his father he was one of the best men i knew next to serious. "harry...harry?" draco said until he touched my cheek with his hand i must have zoned out i looked at him he smiled softly. " are you okay honey?" he asked worried i put my hand on his and moved it to my lips and kissed it softy. "yeah i'll be alright just worried for blue.." i said he nodded he grabbed blue and kissed his head. "you will be okay little guy." he said to him and blue simply smiled at draco. but you could tell in his eyes he was still not feeling good i felt so bad for him. "lets go back to our room and let him nap he still is not feeling well from what i can tell." i said draco nodded we walked back to our room draco put edward back into his crib and got him to bed. i sat on the bed and looked down and sighed. draco came in and pulled my chin up softly. "i'm sure he will be okay honey" he said he sat on my lap and i held him tightly to my chest. " he is all i have...as of now ron and i aren't talking anymore we might but i don think so..and hermione and i just have been busy her with trying to take dumbledore place next year since no one really has the position and its all temporary." i said i started to tear up and draco just held into me trying to help. "you have me...." he said in a sad tone i could tell it hurt him by me saying i had no one when i do have him.."i'm sorry dray i do have you just some times it feels like your going to leave me is all.." i said he looked up at me and sat up he had a few tears in his eyes. i really hurt him i felt so badly for saying it and i didn't even think of him when i did.." i'm not leaving you as far as i'm concerned harry...i know it may be soon to say this but i love you and i want to be with you for as long as i possibly can."he said he then looked at me for a second "harry?" he asked "yeah..." i said feeling myself go more and more into my depression. "you didn't take your medicine today for your depression it is in the same place it was from when you took it yesterday morning." he said i looked over he was right i didn't take it at all..i thought i could go one day to see if i was able to be happy on my own but no i still need the pills so i got up and i took it. "you forgot didn't you?" he asked i shook my head. " no i didn't at all i was seeing if i needed then still and i do so yeah.." i said i sat on the bed and laid back draco got in and crawled in and put his head on my chest. "next time please tell me you are testing to see if you don't need them please.." he said i cuddled him and he put his hand on my chest and drew circles with his finger. " i love you too dray." i said to him he stopped and sat up a little he looked at me and kissed me i kissed him back it began to get more heated some how in 5 seconds we didn't have cloths on and the rest of the night was just pure heat and love.