Broken Mates

Chapter 7

ANGELS LIVE LONGER THAN HUMANS

"What are angels mom?" A little girl asked her mom, with innocence and purity dripping from her eyes. She was scooted closer towards her mom chest when she converted her attention to her

"Angels are someone who helps people in need, who loves you and protect you"

"Are they real momma?"

"Of course they are" the little girl thought for a while and then looked up at her mother whose eyelids were almost closed

"Then is daddy angel?" Her mother looked back at her daughter and saw that her eyes held a beautiful sparkle like a star. She kissed her forehead and nodded

"Yes daddy is angel too, he protect us, keep us happy so he is angel"

Little girl smiled at her mom words and had almost shut her eyes when she heard some voices, they were whisper and then suddenly it was her name being called.

"Yn!" Her eyelids immediately went open, and roamed her surroundings. She was in hospital, her eyes followed the owner of the voice and Secretary Lim was over towering her.

"I'm sorry, I don't know how I fell asleep"

"It's okay, I just wanted to tell that Mr Kim is okay and is under observation. You can meet the doctor in his room." She quickly got up, almost knocking out her Secretary and ran to the ward where Namjoon was. When he passed out infront of her, it was really hard for Yn to collect her senses and call someone. She was scared and mostly worried, her eyes were still soaked from crying, her tiredness may have took upon her that's why she ended up sleeping in an uncomfortable chair in the waiting area.

Namjoon was sleeping, tubes connected in his left arm. Yn heart clenched upon the sight infront of her. She still can't see him hurt, she blamed herself for his current situation and shed some tears. But she had to meet the doctor so she soon left. Namjoon Secretary told her that he might have passes out due to stress or weakness, but she knew the doctor had something to tell her. She just hoped that it was not about his health.

She sat infront of the doctor who had Namjoon reports in his hands, and her heartbeat sped up.

"Miss Yn, are you his guardian?"

"Yes, I'm his Girlfriend" she spoke before her mind could process anything and the doctors put the reports on table and rubbed his temples.

"I know it might be hard for you, but you need to listen to what I have to say okay?" He spoke in a gentle tone which scared her more. Her nervousness was overtaking her but she bite her tongue to concentrate.

"He is suffering from coronary artery disease" Yn eyes bulged out of her sockets and she felt like her mind shut down for a second.

"C-can you explain p-please" her voice was weak and incoherent to the point that doctor couldn't understand her, but he luckily did.

"It's when stress or anxiety affect your heartbeat and increase level of cholesterol in your blood and also risen your blood pressure, it leads to coronary disease in simple words weakening of the heart muscles and heart failure" Yn went numb, when she heard the doctors words. She couldn't form a sentence and her lips couldn't stop shivering either, to help her utters something.

"I know what you're thinking but it can be overcome. A lot of people have it and a lot survive, so you have to be strong in this moment and help your boyfriend life."

Yn didn't know how she is going to do it, she felt so foreign to the word boyfriend even if it been two months. She was in recovery process and in the mid of that she got another wound which hurt more than the last one. Her flood of tears finally broke out and she couldn't control it anymore, she couldn't lose him at all. She still loves him like yesterday. Her breathing got rigid from the immense of different kinds of feeling overwhelming her, and the doctor has to calm her down.

Namjoon woke up after a while and the first thing he asked was about Yn. He came to know that she has left, a sudden wave of sadness hit him. Her words were fresh in his mind "you hurt me" and tears rolled down his cheeks. He still couldn't believe how everything he see through his close eyes came into life when he opens them. Sometimes he wondere if he is fortune teller. His heart shake from the disappointment of not finding her next to him when he woke up. That was when she showed up, holding something in her hands. Namjoon got happy but his eyes still hold the look of hurt. Yn approached him and set the bags on the table.

"I've brought you something to eat, I know you don't like hospitals food" Namjoon felt his heart warmed up at this thought of her and smiled at her. Yn couldn't help but think about how much she missed his dimple smile and immediately threw herself at him taking Namjoon as well as herself by surprise.

"I'm sorry" she sniffled and went on apologising to him. Namjoon was confused, he still didn't hugged her back. He was thinking if it was a dream, he was scared if he touch her she'll disappear.

"Please Namjoon hug me back, please" she was desperate and was scared like him but her fear was of rejection.

"Don't push me away, no more. I don't want to leave you please" her littlest sobs were audible to him which break him apart. He slowly put her arms around her and pulled her closer to his chest and that was the last string for her to break down. She cried on his chest like she ever did and held onto him so tightly like he'll fly away with her every tear.

Namjoon didn't know about his heart disease and Yn couldn't decide whether to tell him or not. They have just calmed down and Yn was holding his hand all the time, and giving him the warmth that he missed all this time.

"Yn-"

"No!" Namjoon was taken aback by her sudden interruption and then caught why she is behaving this way

"Don't worry, I'm not telling you to leave" Yn heaved a big sigh and suddenly felt guilty by her sudden actions.

"I am sorry Namjoon-"

"No it's okay, don't apologise. And I think I am the one who is on fault here" Yn shook her head and brought his hand to her face and snuggle her nose into it

"They'll be keeping you for sometime" she spoke slowly

"Why? I think I am fine now"

"You are not" Namjoon thought he was here because maybe his bp lowed down to the level of passing out or any other small reason. So he was confused as to why he has to stay for a while here.

"Cmon you're just worrying now, I think I'll be going in half an hour"

"No you'll be not" she said this time more slowly as she was afraid he'll catch the pain in it

"Yn-"

"You are not okay Namjoon. Why didn't you take care of yourself, why did you end up having-" she cut herself off once she realised she almost blurted out everything. She didn't want to scare him or give him more tension that's why she decide onto not telling him.

"Ended up having what?" At this point Namjoon was confused and somewhere deep in his heart he knew he got some problem in his health but he ignored it. He asked her twice and thrice but she didn't utter a word

"If you didn't tell me I'll leave-"

"You have heart disease" her biggest fear was of him leaving the hospital like this without any treatment so she let her guards down and blurted out everything to him. His face was unreadable, it was like he didn't believe her words and was thinking she is just kidding

"Your heart is so week that you can die Namjoon"

And that's when Namjoon said something that shook her entire earth this time

"So another nightmare is going to change into reality"

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