Our Illegal Band (Bnha)

Chapter 7- Treble Clef

-cough- almost 5000 reads -cough- I... Huh? Why? I mean, thank you guys but WHY??

"What were you doing?" Jiro asked

"Holding back from beating someone's ass!" Akemi yelled
"Akemi." Shota half-lectured and she shut up.

"Why did you do that anyway?" Midnight asked. Forgot she was there, honestly.

"He be-" Hitoshi began but oh cut off by my ribbon on his mouth
"Be...rated me and my friends!" I finish

"Um, alright"

We all went home and Hitoshi pulled me into his room/dorm. He grabbed me via my collar and pinned me to the wall as a means of getting me to stay put.

This is awkward..

"Why'd you lie?" He asked.
I kept my mouth shut.
"I promise I won't use my quirk if you just tell me!"

"Fine.. I.. -mumbles-"
"You what? Speak up."
"I DON'T WANT TO BE A BURDEN!" I yelled, now in tears and got out of his grasp, running to my room.

I think Shota saw me but I can deal with that later

When I got there I broke down, sobbing hysterically.

Self harm warning

I look at my arms, then a little bag next to my nightstand.
I get up, still hiccuping and sobbing, and open the bag. It had a little blade in it.

Do it
You don't belong here
You should just die already
They all hate you know
Why did you think you could lead your little army again? They'd be better off without you.

I know.

I start cutting shape after shape until it was the shape of a treble clef. I put the blade back in the bag and stuff it in a secret compartment in my bottom drawer.

-meanwhile, Shota's POV-

I heard Izuku yelling and went upstairs only to see and crying Izuku, running from Hitoshi's room

I go into his room.
"What did you do." I more demanded than asked
"He... Wouldn't want me telling you..." He said in a disappointed tone
"Alright." I decide not to pry and go ask Hizashi

"Zashi." I called
"Yeah?"
"Help me."
"What with?"
"Problem child," I say simply
"Ooh,"
"He was running out of Hitoshi's room in tears and he said Izuku wouldn't want him to tell me." I explain
"Well, you should wait for Izu to be comfortable telling you."
"Fine."

-Hitoshi's POV-

I have fucked up HARD.

What do I do now?
Do I go to his room?
Should I try to distract him?
Or do I leave him be?
UGH.

Why does this all have to be so complicated, I just wanted to know why he lied and it made him cry..!

I'm only worried for him... He's such a good person and I don't want him hurt..

-back to Izu-

Once I'm done I feel better. More calm. But I still don't want to see Hito-kun.
I probably scared him.

I decide to suck it up though and talk to him.

"Hito-kun..?" I open his door slightly
"Izuku!" He half yelled
"I'm so sorry!" We both say at the same time. We both smile and hug each other.
"It's fine, Hito-Kun, I'm just too sensitive.." I mutter, a tear rolling down my face.
He wiped it off my face
"No, I upset you, it's fine.."

It's only then, I realize...
HE'S SO CLOSE TO ME
*gay panic*

"Well, I'm tired, I should go to bed. You too, you look like your haven't slept in a week." I giggle nervously
"I haven't"
"Go. To. Sleep." I look him dead in the eyes

I'm short, cute, and intimidating UwU
Okay, I'll stop, I'm sorry.

"Okay!" He says quickly. I chuckle and go to my room and sleep